The Gangster's Girlfriend

Chapter 18

- Minyoung's P.O.V -

After saying goodbye to Jiyong, i went to call sehun to come over , " Hi ! Oppa , Are you coming over ? "

" Yes , In a while baby . " He heaved a sigh and end the call . I wonder what had happened to him .

I went up to my bedroom and had my windows open for sehun to come in . While waiting for him , i did my homeworks and some revisions . I had to do a lot of revising since exam is coming and having sehun as my boyfriend , i don't think i can study as much as i did before . So i had to grab every chance i get when there's no Sehun .

I was too avid in my revision that i didn't realize Sehun was sitting on my bed staring at me and he didn't even bother to make a sound .

After half an hour , i started to feel sleepy and stop my study to get a rest for awhile . I stretched my body and look to my left which my bed was at only to find out that Sehun was staring at me .

" How long have you been staring at me ? " i walked over to my bedrest for my hair band .

" Uhm , half an hour ago . Where's my hug ? " He smirked while spreading his arm , waiting for me to hug him which i ignore him and head toward the bathroom .

He sighed and slumped himself onto the bed , " Fine ,"

I knew that we're going to something else if I accepted his hug earlier on . So the best thing to do is ignore him . The first thing i did when i was in the bathroom is to wash my face so that i can freshen up a little bit . After that i went out of the bathroom and straight away lay down on my bed . Sehun was beside me laying down on his back with his two hands behind his head . As soon as he saw me going out of the bathroom . He sat straight up and went back down after he saw me laying on my bed and he cuddled me to sleep . He  kept talking to me as if i was asleep but i am not .

~ Sehun's POV ~

" Hey love , I'm so worried about you . I really love you that I couldn't imagine living without you . I'm not sure where we will end but as long as i am here , I'll always be there for you "  , i sighed . I'm not sure why but there's something that's going to happen between me and Minyoung .  I hugged her tightly and cried on her crook of her neck .

The feeling came so suddenly and i hated it so much that I don't know what to say . I'm so frustrated at everything . I'm really scared to lose her . I tried to brush the feeling off , really . I tried but each minute it became stronger . I'm just scared . Anxious to be exact . I'm really worried about this relationship . Where we will end and how ? I'm really afraid to lose her .

I was crying my heart out until a hand cupped my face that make me bawled even harder . She had some tinge of water on her face that glowed from the moonlights illuminating the dark room showing that she too is crying .

~ Minyoung's POV ~

There was a lump on my throat as i tried to hold back my tears when he half-whispering to me . He sounds like someone losing their strengths to talk . The second he cried , me too , crying my eyes out . I reached out , cupping his face with my hand thinking that he would stop crying but oh boy , i was dead wrong , he cried harder than before . He hardly cries , he has this pride- where no one should ever see you him cry . So , Whenever I'm near him he quickly wiped away his tears sometimes he let it out until he's okay but not tonight , this was the worst crying scene i saw from him which makes me wondered what had happened to him .

That night i didn't ask anything , he cried until he dozed off . Did he cried because he think of his parents ? Did Exo oppa said something that might hurt his feelings ? Millions of thoughts came to my mind that night . Every questions on why Sehun was crying hard keep going around my head until i decided to give my brain a rest by taking a nap but that night i slept feeling stressed .