Sabi na eh..

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When i first saw you i felt sense of someone-actually-cares-about-me feeling.

When i was a little girl nobody really likes to be friends with me cuz they all think im too nerdy, stupid and weird all that shit and stuff. So i ended up being alone for a couple of months, actually what i was really trying to do is just be invicible or like transparent. Until one day he transfer into the school that i go and luckily he's on my class.

Class 1 section A.

He's pretty weird too the way he acts, the way he speak and the way he dress is soooo fucking odd.

It was the first day of school and the teacher called him to introduce himself since he was the new guy in the room, as he walk to the front my classmates are kinda laughing and was talking about him. How rude. My classmates and people in the school doesn't know to respect differences instead they make gossips, laught at you, make you feel that you're like the most disgusting person ever live more like they make you feel YOU SHOULD'NT HAVE EXIST.

Its sad to know that they're in this class which was the highest kind of class in my school they should have been in the lowest where they brain matches they're class.

Naiinis ako...

Naiinis ako kung paano sila magtrato ng mga tao.

Naiinis ako kung paano sila mang-lait.

Pero 1+2 lang kina-calculator pa nila. Psh.

"Hello my name is Zac im.. Im from Northridge High, nice to meet you.."

He's adorable i can tell.

"Okay Zac please seat next to Agatha."

Ayan na simula na ung mga tsismisan tsaka bungisngis ng mga putanginang yan.

"Wag mo sila pansinin, So-sorry kung.. Kung napapahiya ka dahil sakin."

Ha?

"No, ganyan na talaga sila dati pa. "

May naramdaman akong vibration sa bulsa ng palda ko. Ung cellphone ko.

Dahan dahan king tinignan kasi baka mahuli akong nagsecellphone sa classroom. May picture na sinend sakin nakalagay.

"A pig and a rotten corpse=perfect combination people!"

Sa inis ko nilukot ko ng mahigpit ung palda ko at naiyak.

"Eto oh."

Then binigyan nya ako ng panyo.
"Thanks."

Nginitian nya lang ako.

From that day parehas nalang naming iniisnoban ang mga tao dito, sabay din kaming kumakaen lage, nagbibiruan, as in lahat!

Lahat ng mga masasayang bagay na hindi ko alam ay nageexist.

Sobrang comfortable ako sa tabi nya i can be who i am whenever im with him...

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Its been like 3 years since ng magkakilala kami. One year na syang di nagpapakita sakin. Sabi ng iba nag-homeschool daw sya, sabi ng iba lumipat nanaman daw sya ng school blah blah blah.

It got me worried so hella bad.

Hindi ko alam ang tirahan nya. Ang alam ko lang sakanya eh ung pangalan nya. Un lang, it may sound ridiculous but its true. Tuwing nagaattempt kasi akong magtanong nilalayo nya ung topic eh iniiwasan nya ganun so ako naman iniintindi ko nalang na baka confidential masyado un kaya hinahayaan ko nalang.