The Truth Hurts

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~Savana's P.O.V.~

I was staring at Niall before we started kissing. He turned around and looked at me, I wondered why until I saw what was on the screen, Rose naked. Oh dear...

"What are you staring at?" his Irish accent shocked me for a minute, I didn't know what to say. It was just so darn hot. His bright blue eyes were digging into my head, I felt hypnotized.

"Your beautiful face." I did a mental face palm after I had said that. Why the hell did I say that? You don't tell someone that amazing that you were staring at their beautiful face. He blushed shyly and looked down onto the blankets.

"You really mean it?"

"Of course I do! I mean your face is beautiful and your eyes are just wow and I love the way your Irish accent compliments your looks even though that doesn't make any sense bu-"

He silenced me by leaning towards me and placing his tender lips on mine. I gasped in shock when it happened.

I could only manage to say "Wow..." inbetween a kiss.

He'd put his hand on my neck and pulled me closer to him, we fell onto the pillows, french kissing strongly. I couldn't think of anything except for how amazing it felt to kiss him. I'd kissed all the posters of him, imagining his thin beautiful lips to feel really gentle and stunning but I couldn't describe what it actually felt like to kiss him and not a piece of paper. It was an unimaginable feeling. We were shocked out of our moment though when Julia suddenly said we were going to play Spin The Bottle. I moaned inside my head and I hoped that Niall did too as he removed his hand from my neck and shuffled ourselves into a circle. Louis and Harry went first, that was kind of funny I guess. Then it was Julia and Zayn. She didn't look happy about french kissing Zayn. I hadn't realized the effect that it had on her until she came out of the room after the kiss looking like she had seen a ghost or maybe even worse. I looked at her closely, she obviously did not enjoy that kiss with Zayn and I had to find out why.

~Julia's P.O.V.~

When I stood up to get changed, both Harry and Zayn began staring at me. I smiled at Harry but didn't have enough guts to even take a glance at Zayn. He'd ruined my romantic night with Harry that's for certain. As I opened up the drawer containing my night clothes, I couldn't help but feel the tiniest bit flattered. I mean, I know I definately didn't feel the same way about Zayn but the fact that at least two people had deep feelings for me was a certain self-esteem boost. It made me feel loved. I pulled off my trackies and jumped into my pink and white checked shorts, I literally ripped my top off and slung another white vest top on. My slippers were of One Direction. I looked at them closely, thinking how totally mad it was that I was about to be sleeping in the same room as them and I was in the same apartment as them right that second. I chuckled quietly before slipping through my sliding doors and sitting back down with Harry. All the boys had already changed and so had Savana. Harry seemed to look totally fit in everything he wore, even pajamas. He was wearing a onesie. All the boys were wearing onesies. Harry's was white, Louis' was argyle, Niall's was American Flag print, Liam's was blue and Zayn's was green, with envy I thought...

"Hey JuJu, come sit down. We're going to sleep soon, it's pretty late. Zayn, Liam and Louis hadn't you better call your girlfriends before you doze off?" Harry's voice sounded really tired, but it still sounded beautiful at the same time. I ruffled his hair and sat down, cross-legged on the blanket. O.M.G. I had totally forgotten that Zayn had a girlfriend. He was going to cheat on Perrie with me! That senseless cow! I'd totally forgotten about Perrie. I couldn't tell her about what had happened, it would break her heart, I just couldn't do that. I had to tell Harry and Savana as soon as possible, it was breaking me. Suddenly, me and Harry started to shrink, what the heck?!? I looked around me, it was just me and Harry that were going down. Oh no. Oh no oh no oh no. The airbed had burst, and for no apparent reason, that means that me and Harry would have to sleep in my bed, together. He seemed to realize that fact too. We both tried to manage a grin and clambered off the deflated bed into my room.

I pushed the sliding doors shut and practically skipped to my double bed and pulled myself under the covers. Harry slid under the covers next to me, grabbed me and pulled me towards him. He muttered into me ear.

"You know, you still need to tell me what happened with Zayn."

The lights above me seemed to burn over my face but I felt myself going extremely pale again.

"I don't know where to start and I-"

"You can trust me Julia, I won't tell I soul. I swear."

It's not that I didn't trust him it's that their friendship could be permanantly ruined and I didn't want One Direction to ever break up because of a stupid kiss between Zayn and I.

"Zayn kissed me Harry."

"Yeah I know."

He chuckled lightly under his breath, it wasn't funny. It was anything but funny. I was puzzled as to why he found that so amuzing.

"Harry, Zayn kissed me, and he told me it meant something."

Harry stopped breathing for a second and suddenly his voice began to sound rough and harsh.

"What do you mean it meant something to him?!?"

I was scared, I'd never heard Harry sound so... Angry and hurt.

"Harry your scaring me."

"Oh babe... I'm sorry."

His voice had softened again and it comforted me. He wrapped his arms and around me and I put my arms around him, I could feel his hand against my leg. He pulled my leg up to his upper thigh.

"Tell me what happened, and remember, I won't tell anyone." I sighed and told him everything.

I could see that a vein on his temple began to bulge.

"Calm down Harry, I didn't like that kiss. I pushed him away. I don't love him, it repulsed me. Kissing another boy when I'm dating you."

Harry seemed to smile a bit. I clapped my hands and the lights turned off.

"We need to sleep," I whispered into his ear, "but I don't think I'll be able to sleep."

I was speaking the truth, not just playing with him and trying to get kisses like loads of girls did at school. Suddenly, there was an angelic like voice singing in my ear.

"You're insecure, Don't know what for. You're turnin' heads when you walk through the do-o-oor. Don't need makeup, To cover up. Bein' the way that you are is eno-o-ough..." he carried on with the song, and of course I knew every single word. Mentally, I was singing along but I didn't want to spoil his stunning singing with my silly whining of a voice. "That's what makes you beautiful." The song had finished and I wasn't asleep at all.

"I know you're not asleep babe."

I stifled a laugh and smiled at him in the dark.

"Julia. Kiss me."

My eyes widened.

"Really?"

"Do I sound like I'm joking? Kiss me."

"I thought you'd never ask..."

____________________________________________________8) Oo lala... Kiss kiss kiss... Speaking of kisses, I love everyone that's reading this fanfiction! Thank you sooo much!!! :)

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