Do You Know My Pain?

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Do you know what it feels like to wake up feeling unwanted and unaccepted by your own friends and family?


Do you know what it feels like to walk down the streets and feel like society is judging you?


Do you know what it feels like to walk into the school grounds and have everybody laugh at you for the way you dress, or speak, or act?


Do you know what it feels like, with the constant urge to pick up the razor blade and end it all today?


Do you know what it feels like, knowing you won't be missed by anyone?


Do you know what it feels like, not being loved by anyone?


Do you know what it feels like to be used?

Do you know what it feels like to be completely alone?

Do you know what it feels like to not feel comfortable in your own body?

Do you know what it feels like when you're drowning in your own thoughts?

Do you know what it feels like when the only people you can trust are through a computer screen, possibly in a different country?

Do you know what it feels like when nobody believes in you?

Do you know what it feels like when nobody responds to your messages?

Do you know what it feels like when you have to stand up in front of a crowd to say a speech, but feeling like you're about to throw up?

Do you know what it feels like to have no real value in this world?

Do you know what it feels like to be untalented?

Do you know what it feels like to have words that make you feel worthless constantly playing on a loop in your head?

Do you know what it feels like when you're trying to hold onto what's left of yourself?

Do you know what it feels like to have tears streaming down your face but still insisting that everything is fine?

Do you know what it feels like to love somebody so deeply when all they do is treat you like you're nothing?

Do you know what it feels like to try and make yourself believe that you are worth something?

Do you know what it feels like when you've been hurt so much that when somebody does or says something to you, all you can say is 'I'm used to it' ?

Do you know what it feels like to not remember the last time you where actually happy?

Do you know what it feels like when you're dating somebody and feel happy until you see them talk to every other girl or boy exactly the same as they spoke to you?

Do you know what it feels like to never have somebody tell you that they are lucky to have someone like you?

Do you know what it feels like when you think you're important to somebody when really, you're not?

Do you know what it feels like when somebody tells you you're worthless when you already know so you just nod your head?

Do you know what it feels like to realize that nobody cares?

Do you know what it feels like to look in the mirror and cry, thinking nothing other than, I'm ugly, I'm fat, I need to die, but then the worst thing is the next day it happens all over again?

Do you know what it feels like to tell people you're tired when really you're depressed?

Do you know what it feels like to tell people you'll be fine tomorrow but you actually feel worse?

Do you know what it feels like to tell lies everyday and know that you won't be able to stop it yourself?

Do you know what it feels like to wonder to yourself, 'How long before I'm just a memory' ?

Do you know what it feels like to have this pain?




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