Why? I ask myself! Why did I fall for you? Is it because of your passion when you dance on stage? That passion that gives me a feeling of desire and need
Or is it because of the way you dedicate yourself to dance and your whole body moves on harmony with the music?
Or is it because of your smile that makes me just want to embrace you in my arms and never let go of you! So many things to think about, but I still can't understand! Why? I never loved anyone like you and I didn't ever think I'll fall for you! Isn't it weird that I just feel like I need you and want you everywhere I go with whomever I am. I still think of you
I want to be like you. I want to be passionate, kind and caring yet so innocent like you. Is it possible? Can I become like you? Can I be with you?
Only words are not enough and it may fade away or be forgotten but the feeling remains. The strange feeling that comes up when I see you dance, when I see you smile and cry.
Everything in you and every move you make makes me wonder how come a person shake my whole world just like that?
So many questions rise in my mind when I think of you but the most important one is "Will you be by my side one day?".
It's a question that people would answer it by only one painful word "impossible"
But can it become true?The more I think about it the more sad I get. Is it really destined to be away from you?
I could live with that as long as I know you're happy and I see you smiling
And if I ask for anything instead of you being by my side, I would want to be like you~ such an Amazing and passionate person who has dedicated his life to dance and now is living the dream every day
Seeing you gives me the hope and passion I need to continue living my life doing what I love and want. You taught me many things and I will do my best to be like you. I know it'll be hard but it's worth it
I'm happy that there is someone so delicate yet strong and perfect like you
I'll always be by your side! Never forget that.
As Delicate and light as a Feather
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I just wanted to express how I feel about my role model "Kai" but every one have that one person who gives them these kinds of feeling or at least will have in the future~ so hope you relate to it!
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Dancing Feather
FanfictionHow I feel about the person that always inspires me (Kai)