A Friend Long Gone

A Friend Long On

 I'm screaming out, from the bottom of my heart

Banging at the walls you've surrounded yourself with

I'm dying by, slowly drowning in the pain you've caused me

I'm shouting out, yet no one hears a thing

Do my tears no longer reach your consciousness?

Have you finally frozen your heart for good?

Why? Why can't you just hear me?

I'm pleading to save your soul!

Give me a chance, a chance to explain

You listen to everyone and judge based on what they say

No one listening, listening to my side

They are driving me out, with all of their might

Why can't you just listen? There's nothing for me to gain

I'm still wondering how did it turn out this way?

The one's you call friends are messing up your life

And me, your reasoning, your chucking outside

Those devils, looking sweet in their disguises

There stuffing me back and making you decide

When your clearly not right in the mind

They give you 'tips', while intoxicating you with their breathes

There are fearless yeah, oh yes

Towards you, because you handed them that power

Now since you tread in dangerous waters, in strife,

You're afraid and decide cry out, you're a dying flower

If it were me I'd be fine since I've been there my whole life

But yoooooouuuuu

What did I protect you foooorrr!??

What is there left for me to do? 

It's time, for me to be RUDE and let go of you. 

For your own sake, for you to realize, 

the path you want to travel and reside. 

I pray, in the end

that we'll find each other again

when we're both right in our minds

and nothing is holding back our ties

Until then my friend, 

Take your time and mend

I'll be waiting, so, until then.