march 22, relationship status changed. the day I, Victoria went from single to taken. Before we went out, we were in the same class since sixth grade. Now we are in eighth grade and eventually started going out. This relationship was like a roller coaster. At times i loved my boyfriend, peter. Although, sometimes Peter would get me so mad that i wanted to break up with him. Peter did the littlest things to get me mad. Not being with me and being more with his girl friends, never understanding me, spending time with the girl she hates with a passion, which her name was Alaina. These things got me mad and problems were always happening in this relationship. Through all of the ups and down, they both loved each other and would die if they ever broke up. This couple went to prom together and soon they graduated from middle school. School ended all ready and summer began. The first Friday of summer, i got a message from my best friends, Michelle, Ashley and Shanelle. We were all having a group conversation. Ashley said that she was on instagram and was checking out Peter's instagram. In one of his instavideos, Ashley was able to here the voice of Alaina. As i was about to knock on my oldest sisters room door that way I can be with her, I saw the message. I watched the video that Peter upload while about to knock on my sisters room door and once I heard the video carefully, my heart dropped. Alaina was at Peter's house. I never even got invited to his house and we have been going out for 3 months already.My hands slowly fell down fom the door. i ran to my room, trying so hard to not cry. my whole family were at home and I didnt want them to worry about what just happened. "I thought he would understand, why cant he just stop spending time with her and pay more attention to me?!" This is what i said in my head. I tried not to cry but slowly tears started running down my checks. The only comfort i had were from my bestfriends. We were all messaging as a group and giving support to me,like if they actually cared. Trying so hard not to cry, I felt like I wasn't worth it. "Why is it that Alaina, the girl everyone knows i hate with a passion is at my boyfriend's house?" "why do i alwas go through all of the drama with him" "Why do i even bother to be with him?" "Does he realize that i can watch these videos" Stacey, alaina's best friend also went to Peter's house. Me and all my friends had already followed Stacey on instagram before this and as we were scrolling down instagram, i saw that she posted videos on instagram of what they were doing at Peter's house. Shanelle, Michelle and Ashley all commented on the videos and said comments like "who else was there?" "why wasnt i invited?" "ewww peter" They were trying to make me feel better, even if it was impossible. Peter gave me a message but i ignored it. "what should i do?" i asked for Shanelle's, Michelle's, and Ashley's opinion but i was still stuck on what to do. I texted my friend Adam. I have known him since sixth grade also and we have been in the same class as well. It was awkward for me to talk to him since i had a crush on him before i started going out with Peter but i had stopped since he started going out with Michelle and i didn't want any drama to happen. Although, I always told Adam things that happened with me, especially about my relationship. I told him i was upset. he asked me why and i told him the story. "oh...im sorry to hear that..." was Adam's response. i just ignored his text and the only ones i was talking to were Ashley, Shanelle and Michelle. out of no where l got a text from Adam. "hey i gotta tell you something?" "what is it?" i liked you in 6th grade and this year" "why was that?" "Well I though you we're so cute and I liked your personality" i told my bestfriends what happened. i had stopped crying about the whole thing with alaina and peter but i was still upset. there was a feeling in my heart that I was excited to hear that Adam use to like me. suddenly, i just started crying more than before. i was mad at myself that i didnt tell anyone that i liked Adam and my three bestfriends were going to help me get with him. i had to stop liking him since he started going out with my friend Michelle since i didnt want any problems to happen. later, i found out that if Michelle knew that i liked him she wouldn't go out with him since she really didnt have feelings for him and would have gave me a chance with him if she knew i liked him. i would have choose Adam then Peter since Adam knows how to be in a relationship more and treat girls right. i was historically crying while laying down, wishing i could go back in time to fix things. but it was too late. me and adam were off to different high schools. my night consisted of talking to my bestfriends (Michelle, Ashley, and Shanelle), talking to Adam and crying. what a horrible way to end my night.
