***Harry POV
After finding out Anna was pregnant we stayed for the night in the guest room. Megan and Anna we out by the gazebo talking and louis and I were talking.
"Man are you ready for the job of being a father?"
"Well if Niall can I can"
I said laughing slightly but on the inside freaking out. I was glad Anna was pregnant I mean we had been trying after 'Tommo' was born. But I never expected it to happen so quickly. I mean-
"Haz man are you okay?"
Louis interupted my thoughts.
"Yeah,yeah just thinking"
Louis looked and me and leaned in a little.
"Want to know a secret harry?"
"Sure mate"
Louis sighed but then started talking.
"Megan told me she was pregnant at our wedding she was freaking out. Mate I even started to cry. Frankly I was scared to death I was going to be a father I mean I wanted to be like Peter Pan and never grow up. I guessed then I thought I was going to have to change completely. We told Simon before any one. He had told us that he was happy for us but he wanted us to keep it a secret for a while. I can tell you now I thought he was going to kick me out and he didn't. When you found out I thought you were gonna blow up on us like Liam had. There was all these complications in Megan's pregnancy I mean you were there when I tries to kill myself. You wanna know what I was thinking then? I was thinking that I wasn't going to be a good father. Megan and I were gonna get a divorce. So I thought killing myself would cause less pressure for her. Then you came and I realized if I killed myself I would have ruined everything. Louis would have been without a father and the band wouldn't have me. When she was in labor I couldn't focus. And when he was finally born I was terrified of dropping him. But through all of it I was excited for a kid of my own. So if your scared now don't worry it's okay to be scared okay?"
I was shocked about all that louis said. I couldn't believe most of it till I could practically see the tears in his eyes and the serious tone and expression he had. As if on cue Anna and Megan came in laughing to each other. Louis looked over to Megan.
"Come on love lets go check on him eh?"
Megan nodded and they left. Anna sat down right next to me. She was biting her nails then started picking at them. I could tell how nervous she was and I knew exactly what it was.
"Love don't worry everything will be alright"
"I know it will I'm just scared"
I laughed a little.
"Why Anna?"
"Because I don't want any problems like Lougan did"
She smiled slightly saying the couple name. She always enjoyed them.
"Anna don't worry nothing will happen I love you and I care I'm going to be there every step of the way. I promise crossed my heart"
I grabbed her hand and smiled.
"There's nothing I'm more excited for than this baby. Yeah I'm a little scared but I'm more excited. It will be okay yeah?"
I kissed her forehead and she smiled.
"Thanks harry that means a lot"
"No problem love want to go home?"
She nodded and I grabbed her hand and held the door open for her she walked out in front of me and when I turned around I could see louis at the top of the stairs giving me a thumbs up and I knew I was doing good so far.
