Adopted by Andy Biersack

Chapter 23

Rachael's POV
Well Christmas came and went,  tonight is New Years Eve and I'm planning on hanging out with Shannon, Alex, johnnie, Jeydon, Kyle, Kayleigh, and CC tonight while everyone else gets drunk and fucks each other.

I walked downstairs to see Andy and Juliet making out, did I mention Juliet is now my mom?  Yeah, they got married.
"OH MY SORT OF VIRGIN EYES!" I screamed which made them chuckle and look up.
"Hope that sorta isn't from CC, we don't know what CC and you have been doing." 
"Shut up dad."  I said blushing until I realized I called him dad.
"What did you call me?"  He asked standing up.  Being only 5"3 he was really tall.
"Nothing, nothing at all."  I said fast and ran upstairs to my room. 

I locked the door and sat down on my bed.  People knocked, more liked banged, on my door.  They eventually left.  I decided to go on Twitter  and see who all is coming, da- ANDY usually has posted a list of people to show what people will be in pictures that the fans are seeing.  So far the list is this:
All of MDE like usual,
Falling in reverse and Ronnie's girlfriend, (LETS PRETEND DAT RONNIE DOESNT HAVE A WIFE AND KID, LETS PRETEND DAT HE HAZ A GIRLFRIEND, MMMMK? MMMMMK.)
Bring me the horizon,
Motionless in white,
Gerard and Bandit, (in this book bandit is a teen)
And of course Andy invited his small crush on KISS.
-later-
It was eleven so I decided to get ready.  Tonight I was wearing a short skirt that was black and red plaid, with chains on it.  I chose a black ruffled dress shirt and a fancy black choker.  I unlocked my door and went to do my makeup when someone walked in.  It was CC.
He came up behind me in the mirror and put his arms around me with only half of my face done.  He turned me around and made me look up at him.

"I like half of your face." He said.  I was astonished he would say that.  I began to get angry.
"Out." I said through clenched teeth.
"Wh-what!" He asked.
"Did I fucking stutter?" I asked.  Making him back up.  He eventually backed up to the doorway, at this point I was crying.  I wonder if he still likes that half of my face.  Once he was on the side of the door I slammed it and locked it.  I then decided tonight that I'm not going to wear makeup at all, none. I'm also not going to do my hair, not at all.

I was walking down that stairs, oh god this is going to be a, what's the word I'm looking for?  Spectacle.  Everyone was downstairs.  It was 10 seconds to midnight.  I got to the point where I'm not off the steps but everyone can still see me.  I held me head up.  They stopped counting and the room was silent.  Everyone looked at me.

"Happy new year."  I said running up the stairs crying. I knew I was ugly, I knew Andy didn't love me as a kid or at all, I knew CC didn't love me,  what the hell?! My life is crashing down again.  I locked myself in my room and ran to the bathroom, I locked that door too.

I sat down and just cried.  I took off my shirt, tights, shoes, and skirt.  I was left freezing in my bra and underwear.  I went under the sink and took the blades and started the water in the tub, before I got in and slice myself to bits, my phone went off.  It was a Twitter notification.  I looked at it.  It was Sarah,  the one who made me go to the hospital the first night I was here.  She commented on a video Andy posted of me coming down stairs and running back up the stairs crying.  Then he ran upstairs putting his phone down and spending the video.  Sarah commented, "running to kill herself, cut herself, or get fatter.  She is just a waste of space."  I was done.  I couldn't do it anymore.  I heard knocking and banging at the bedroom door.  I heard the door burst open and acted fast, they were gonna get into here fast.  I jumped in the tub and cut myself up to 74 times until I stopped counting. 
A few for CC,
A few for Andy,
A few for the party,
A few for Sarah,
And the rest were for being adopted.
The bathroom door bursted open.  I heard people screaming and arguing.  I was slowly lowering my head into the tub until Jinxx lifted my head back up.  I was angry I wanted to go!  Nobody loves me!  I wanna go back to my mom! Let me go!
Jinxx's POV
"LET ME GO! LEAVE! DONT BRING ME BACK UP, LET ME GO!" She screamed.  I got Jake and Ashley to hold her while I look for all blades including the ones in her room.  I flushed them down the toilet as she screamed more. 
"STOP! PLEASE, I NEED THOSE! PLEASE, DONT DO THAT LET ME GO!" She screamed before she went limp in Jake and Ashley's arms.  I look around to find no Andy Or CC. 
"Come on guys we need to get her to the hospital, fast."  While in the car the girls did the job of counting how many cuts she made.
"104" said Juliet from the back seat.
"Fuck,". I said quietly.  The car was coming to a stop.
"I'll call an ambulance."  I said dialing 9-1-1. 
"911 what's your emergency?" Said the woman on the other line.
"Uhh yes, I need an ambulance on route frickle frackle in L.A. California." I said as calmly as I could.
"Okay sir, address?" Well fuck.
"None known, we broke down."
"Okay I'm sending an ambulance if they come up to you say unknown and they will know it's you."
"Thankyou."  I said but the line was dead.
She will survive, but where the hell are Christian and Andrew?!"