You can Conquer things

My story

My name is Jessica I am 17 years old and this is my story. My parents were never really together i guess it was a one night thing. So till the age of 3 i lived with my Great grandma and great grandpa. I never really saw my parents growing up. My dad finally got me at the age of 4, i went back and fourth with my Mother and my Father.  In 6th Grade i Dated this guy named Ashen. And things were great until the summer after that school year. He had invited me to a party and things didn't end well.  To make this quick and easy. He ended up raping me in front of his friends. But of course he denied that he did it, so i had to listen to people say i was a liar and i was saying that for attention. Also that year i met my Best friend Brandie and were still friends to this day. Also I was Diagnosed with depression and i lost both of my great grandmas the 2 years after that. August of  2007 my father married his Girlfriend and she became my step mom. She was alright the 3-5 years she lived with me. She started to get abusive, and very demanding to me and my father. My father has two kids with her. She even hit me with a hair brush. Freshman year  was not the best year but it was a eye opener.  That year i became close to my younger sister Beth. The only people that was apart of my life were my family, at  that point. I have been bullied  since 6th grade and i still get it to this day, Just not as bad.  I have scars that i am not ashamed of, i have a past that i would change. I have tried to commit suicide three times and the last time i got close.  I also end up thinking about the ones that love me so i stop. I realized that people that stick by your side are the ones that you need in your life.