Songs
Drown (Bring Me the Horizon)
Don't Lean on Me (The Amity Affliction)
Starving for Friends (Slaves)
Louder Than Words (The Devil Wears Prada)
Identity Disorder (Of Mice & Men)
I'm yelling and screaming at the top of my lungs.
'Save me please, save me before it's too late.' I plead.
I'm exhausted. I just need someone to see me.
But I have gotten too good at keeping the pain out of my eyes and a smile on my face at all time.
Maybe I should just stop.
Maybe I should just end it. Once and for all.
No one sees me, the real me. Get me before something happens.
But it's too late, I've built these walls too tall and now I am stuck here.
The pain is too much for me.
It has gotten to the point where it feels numb.
It feels right.
I can feel it taking over. It's washing over me.
Please don't let me drown.
Save me please.
I'm already gone.
YOU ARE READING
Happy Fucking New Year
RandomA journal of sorts. Where I can write things I can't say out loud.