Hanggang Kailan Kita Mamahalin?

Chapter Two

Tuesday, The next day after the best and worst of time.

Physics first class. My gosh! Sasabog ang utak ko dito. For you to know i don't like computations etc.

Masyado akong nahihirapan to compute. so, after this class niyaya ko yung mga friends ko to go the canteen, hey without the magic word ah! *laughing* and uhm i didn't call them, my friends "Bebe"/"be" parang masyadong informal you know, and if you know what i mean, parang ang pangit kasing pakinggan so yeah, i stick to call them by their real name.

At the canteen. i didn't know what to eat, masyadong mapili yung appetite ko this time and dahil narin sa physics. Spaghetti? Pizza? Chicken? Fries?. Waaah! I can't make up my mind.

after a while I decided. I made up my mind, spaghetti and chicken with rice. Cause I am freaking hungry.

Hindi ko na i-dedetai masyado ang pagkain ko. So after namin kumain we sat down for a while papahinga muna. Syempre para hindi mabored kailangan may topic na pag-uusapan ganuon naman lagi eh.

Tamara my friend opened the conversation

"Chao! Napanuod mo na yung the fault in our stars?" tamara asked me.

Oh! by the way for you to know they called me Chao or sometimes chelle short for my name Michelle.

"oo naman, first showing day pa yung actually wala pa akong ka-ide-ideya sa TFIOS nung pinanuod ko yun eh." I replied "after ko manuod binasa ko yung book then, I fell in love with it." I added.

"ako hindi pa.meron na ba sa torrent nun?" Katherine asked.

"Jusme! Kath! Kaka-showing lang naghahanap ka na agad ng pirated" andred answered her with a grin look on her face.

Stop Ititigil ko na alam kong mabobored ka if buong conversation namin eh! Ikwekwento ko. So, for you to know me, tamara and andrea talked about how great this book is, kung ano yung mga scenes na wala sa movie, our favorite scenes. While in the middle of our conversation Katherine left us, she went to the library to borrow some book and she told us to wait for her in here.

After a moment tahimik na ulit, I was staring outside when I accidentally saw the guy who bumped me passed by. I wiped my eyes I tell my inner self na baka namamalik mata lang ako but then after kong kusutin yeah! Siya nga.

After I confirmed na siya nga yun, I keep looking at him while he's eating. I kept staring and staring and staring. Hindi ako umaalis ng tingin sa kanya. Pinagmamasdan ko yung bawat kilos niya kung paano siya kumain.

Then oh! I was waked from reality na I hate him then why do I stare at him and watched what he was doin'.

The bell rang at para hindi kami malate we decided na umalis habang papadaan ako sa table kung saan siya umupo. Tumungo ako then I grabbed my phone and open it kunyare may binabasa ako at nung isang table nalang, hindi ko napigilan ang sarili at tumingin narin ako sa kanya.

Oh! His face. His hair, his eyes, his eye lashes, his nose, his lips! Oh! I could die right now. May itsura siya para siyang model grabe! Para akong nakakita ng anghel. Parang emoji ng may puso yung dalawang mata *laughing* yung galit sa puso biglang naglaho.

Habang nag-lalakad kami papuntang classroom, I kept thinking of him again His hair, his eyes, his eye lashes, his nose, his lips, the way he smiled but then while I was visualizing his face I saw something weird on his face nung noo niya malapad, not the ordinary ones. I was internally laughing. But then a moment later I realized maybe because of his hair that's why his forehead looks big?

Then I thought of something wicked. If one day magkita ulit kami at tratuhin niya ulit ako kagaya nung trato niya saakin nung una kaming magkita I reread ko na 'tong mga libro ko ilalabas ko sa bag ko at ihahampas ko 'to sa noo niya. Then I laugh out loud internally.

"Bakit ka tumatawa?" tamara asked me.

"wala lang" I answered her with a grin look on my face.

I was thinking, what magkita nga talaga kami and then he acted and treated me the same way nung una kaming magkita. Magagawa ko kaya yung sinasabi ko?. Na ihahampas ko yung mga libro ko sa noo niya?.

Kinagabihan, I was surfing the net making my assignments syempre sideline sa facebook habang nagawa. I was scrolling the news feed nang nakita ko yung shared post ng kaklase ko about love, a post from our schools secret files. Spoileran na kita sa nabasa ko, mahal na mahal na niya daw yung lalaking nakatabi niya sa libarary, si girl hindi makapag-focus habang nagawa ng assignment dahil duon kay kuyang nakatabi niya sa library and on the end of the post hindi stated yung name ng sender.

what if I will post something about the guy na medyo rude na nakabangga saakin? Hmmm? Would he recognize me? Then the thought comes back yung libro yung noo I was laughing. But then I stop myself bakit ko siya pag-aaksayahan ng oras I tell myself. I close the tab the get back to focus on making my assignments.