By the time he was in his early thirties I knew he wasn't the same, at least not the man I first feel in love with, time had changed and when the years go by a person can change too.
We had our first child together her name was Addy, she had big brown eyes like her mother and curly red hair like her father, she hadn't lived long and I'm sure that's why he changed, Addy was only six when she passed and my whole world came crashing down.
He token it harder than I would expect and of course I did to, she was the shine in his eyes the joy he looked forward to after tour, to this day I still hear her sweet little voice say "daddy!".
The day she was diegnoced with locima she didn't seem to noticed witch broken our hearts to see her like this, she was five when it first showed up, in the beginning we thought maybe she was coming down with the flu.
We guessed wrong, eventually she was weak so weak she could barley walk, by the time December twenty-sixth came around the day after Christmas she had passed, the day I was no longer a mother and that's when he changed.
Its been months since I've last kissed his loft lips even weeks since I've hear his sweet voice, I don't know how much longer I can take it? I've already lost one of them, I don't need to lose Ed.
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Medicine |Ed Sheeran|
FanfictionWhen your a young parent you least expect the worst yet to come, but in there case... The worst did come, and although they help there young one fight through that cancer, she decides she could no longer hold on.
