Matteo
Sick of crying, tired of trying, yes i'm smiling but inside i'm dying.
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Chapter 17
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Safari Niles
Today i was feeling extra tired and miserable.
I felt like there was a heavy chain weighing down my heart making me extra moody from the pain in my chest.
I felt like everything I did revolved around Matteo.
When I picked out an outfit "oh I wonder if Matteo will like this on me."
When I watch a tv show "this is Matteo's favorite show!"
When I'm playing soccer "I wonder if Matteo wants to join me."
When go to sleep "should I send Matteo a goodnight text?"
Everything I did revolved around Matteo!
It was sad really how helplessly in love with him I was. I was literally obsessed with him. I was always on his Twitter and Instagram (especially Instagram).
My entire world revolved around him. I'm pretty sure if he smiled at me today I'd spend the rest of the day in a fucking jolly mood simply because of a fucking smile!
I needed help because this wasn't healthy.
Closing out of my Instagram I decided to stop looking at Matteo's page and actually do something with my life. So I got up, put on some clothes and walked to a coffee shop.
Once I arrived it was fairly quiet and hardly any people there. I walked up to the cashier who was a young boy with curly blonde hair and light green eyes with flushed cheeks as he stared up at me, waiting for me to say my order.
"H-hello sir how can I help you today?" He said looking nervous. I smiled to assure him I was a nice person and I wasn't going to kidnap him. It didn't seem to work though because he looked even more nervous than before.
"I'll have a coffee with cream and sugar." I said. He nodded his head and put in my order. "A-anything else?" He squeaked.
"Uh," I scanned over the bakery display and pointed to a blueberry muffin. "I'll have the blueberry muffin."
He wrote it down and gave me my total. I handed him the money and sat in a small booth while I waited for my coffee and muffin.
After playing a few games on my phone and staring out the window in complete boredom my food finally stuff finally came.
The cashier from earlier came stumbling over in a frantic mess as he set my food down onto the table. "A-anything else s-sir?" He asked nervously fiddling with his fingers.
"No that would be all, thank you-" I paused to look at him name tag before looking back up into his green eyes. "Laken." I said smirking.
He face flushed red when I said his name and nodded quickly before walking away quickly, nearly fall over as he tripped over his own feet.
Chuckling slightly I smiled and sipped some of my coffee.
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As the time flew past I realized it was getting quite late and most of the costumers were leaving. In the corner of my eyes I saw Laken staring at me again with a small smile on his lips. I smirked a before lifting my hand up and waving.
He snapped out of it and quickly looked away as his face burned red
in embarrassment.
Laughing I shook my head and stood up before putting my empty wrapper and cup in the garbage. Walking away from the trash bin I walked up behind Laken as he cleaned one of the tables.
He leaned over to the farther side of the table and cleaned it as well.
"Laken." I said smiling once more when he jumped up in surprise. He stepped back and he bumped into me before he scrambled away from me with a mortified expression. "I'm so sorry!" He said bewildered as his face flushed red.
"It's fine Laken relax." I said rolling my eyes. He looked away nervously before looking back my way. "O-okay so what did you need?" He asked while he fiddled with his fingers.
"I just wanted to say goodbye and thank you for helping me out while I was here." I said smiling gently. "I wasn't feeling to well," Matteo briefly crossed my mind but I quickly shook it away. "and some how you still managed to make me smile."
His eyes widened in surprise at my little confession. "Oh I-it's no p-problem." Laken said nodding.
I smiled and waved goodbye before leaving his eyes following my back until i exited the small coffee shop.
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Hey guys! I am so so so so sorry for not updating. I just haven't been in to mood to write and I just haven't had any motivation or ideas to write!
I'm sorry for giving you guys such a short chapter especially since I was gone for so long but I'll try to update the next chapter as soon as i can.
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