Last First Kiss

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~Niall's P.O.V.~

This was going to be a hard night. My heart lay pounding rapidly as I lay beside her, I could sense she was as tense as I was, who wouldn't be, this was a very difficult situation to affiliate with. It was going to be harder than I actually expected, we still had another night at the camp and we were sleeping in the same tent for that too.

"Niall. I can't sleep." Savana whispered, still staring above her not bearing to look at me.

"Neither can I." I replied, with a sad tone, clearly obvious.

We'd had pizza for dinner and ice cream for dessert, very unhealthy yet it was my ultimate favourite meal. It was about 1:30 A.M., we'd only been in our tent for about an hour. I'd tried to sleep but I could find the peace with a girl who I wasn't even in love with, a girl who was laying beside me with my child, it wasn't a very relaxing subject to sleep on.

"This is awkward." I whispered.

"I know." she mumbled back. I knew this was the perfect time for an apology, so it all came rushing out,

"I'm sorry." I'd blurted it so fast I could see her confused face from the light of her iPhone under her eyes.

"Pardon?!?"

"I said, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for breaking your heart, I'm sorry for being a total jerk, and I'm extremely sorry for not loving you the way you loved me."

She was silent, her voice temporarily frozen.

"I'm sorry." I repeated, blushing madly at the tears which fell from her face.

"See, I made you cry! I shouldn't of said a thing..."

"Niall, it's okay. Loads of boys have broken up with me before. Don't worry about it. Its not a big deal." she wiped away the tears with the back of her hands and wiping her nose with the sleeve of her onesie, "I love you, but sometimes things just don't work out the way that you want them to."

I nodded, "I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry."

Savana laughed slightly, her voice muffled by her sleeve. It was all silent again, I rolled on my side to see her properly. Her expression was neutral, like she wasn't exactly certain of what to do next.

"Don't move." she whispered, her hands slowly moving there way off her phone and nearer to me.

"What are you-"

"Ssshhh."

Savana hushed me, her hand found it's way onto my shoulder and I lay motionless on top of the covers, her chest pressing against mine, the warm heat I could remember while we smothered each other before, choking me with guilt, disgrace, and conspiracy. She was moving slowly towards me, her face was just inches away from mine. I moved fowards slightly and she moved faster towards me. My move wasn't accidental, I don't know why I did it but it certainly wasn't by accident. Our lips connected and I couldn't stop, I didn't expect it to be like that, but I didn't regret anything, that was our

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