With many people...
Sometimes it scares me that I might be a little too close to other boys...
Like my accidental affair way back when I kissed Pixie... And Fire managed to forgive me...
Or when I was lonely and was totally hanging out a lot with Flame... But Fire let his jealousy speed away...
But I know I love three people dearly...
I never want them to go away...
And at the top of that list is Fire.
He understands me. I'm open. I can be my true self. I love him most in all the world.
He secluded himself atop a mountain for ages. He does that when he frets. He worries and sulks. Guilt and grief. He usually never does anything wrong. He's a victim of fowl play. I push him to flee. I'm too pushy and clingy. But he stays with me. He cares. He loves.
No matter the flaw, no matter the mistake, he always forgives. He's a saint in my eyes. My Adam and my apple. I bit my way into his life and learned true values of importance, meanwhile only pushing me to sin.
I don't deserve his love, but he stays.
He never gives up.
He's determined and kind. Gentle yet strong. He slings me forward, leaving himself in the dust. My partner in crime. The once beautiful shine lost by my rust. If deteriorated his frail nature, his shy maturity. He's the warmth in my heart.
I let him take light and fuel me.
I've used him and let him go to waste.
He's trash alongside the curb that I once took for granted.
And he stays.
He always stays.
No matter what I've done to drive him mad. Sorrow.
I'm so sorry.
I'm not the best person, probably not the best you've got. But you are mine and mine only, whether I leave you or not. I'd rather be sad and alone forever than to lose you and mourn for eternity.
You are my everything.
You are the blazing inferno in my woods. The crisp in my singed veins. I'm a fragile little leaf, submissive to your heat ablaze. Together
We
Are
Passion
