Last First Kiss (One Direction FanFiction)

Fallen

~Harry's P.O.V.~

My body collapsed on the sofa, tired and agonized.

"How was it?" Louis asked, walking up behind me and leaning on the back of my chair,

"Uh... I dunno. It was great to see her, she's looking better. Where's El?" I said, my voice monotone and plain.

"She's gone home, it's her Grandpa's birthday." I nodded and closed my eyes, in danger of crying even more.

"What's wrong Harry? Honestly, I've never seen you this sad before mate."

I shook my head and cried. I couldn't even begin to put into words my feelings at that current moment.

"Do you need anymore pills?"

Louis spoke worriedly fearing me. I didn't reply. I wanted to die at that moment, I knew if I'd had the pills in my hand that I'd overdose behind his back. As much as I tried, the suicidal thoughts racing through my head wouldn't stop and in the end, I fell asleep from exhaustion. There was a sudden warmth and I figured out it was just Louis covering me in a blanket and propping up a pillow behind my head.

~Julia's P.O.V.~

I smiled at Anna as she jumped around the room energetically.

"I can't believe they dropped your target weight!" Amanda yelled as they jumped up and down together, I didn't have the energy to even move after my secret hour of working out, another one of my wild attempts to stop gaining weight.

"I know!" Anna yelled back.

"How much do you weigh now?" I spoke, my voice quiet and timid.

"100 pounds." she replied, grinning from ear to ear.

"And do you like the way you look?" I questioned again, hardly believing she could weigh that much yet look so slim.

"Um... No, it needs some getting used to I guess, I've just been so used to seeing my ribs and hip bones prominently." Anna smiled, sitting by my side, breathless from all the jumping around.

"Yeah, when I first came here and was told I'd have to put on around 50 pounds I literally screamed this whole place down, I really didn't want to weight that much again."

I nodded in agreement at Amanda's sensible statement, she always seemed to be the most serious out of us all.

"Sometimes, when I see you sitting there Julia, I wish I could look just like you again, so skinny, so beautiful but I remind myself that this is all for the best, you know? We'll be out of here in no time and back to our loved ones."

I managed a smile at what she'd said and I gave her a hug.

I knew I'd fallen a long way and I just had to find the spirit to climb back up.