How It Led Up To The Perfect Guy

Chapter 1 (My Past Heart Breaks)

(Summer Break)
This was like one or two months ago. Sarah (friend) and I was on a double date. Sarah was with Ra'quan and I was with Marques. We where heading to this movie we wanted to see. While were in the car heading up to the movies we started talking bout our future.

How Sarah wants to be a successful writer and live in a big mansion with two kids one boy and one girl. She was also talking bout wedding plans and how she want it to be in Paris.

Ra'quan was talking about being a big star all player in basketball. Ra'quan wanted only one boy. He didn't really talk about a wedding.

Marques talked about him being a football player. How he doesn't want kids.

Although everyone had their own dream we all want kids in the future. Well except Marques. I wanted to be a successful doctor. I always had a thing for helping people. Ever since i was little. I used to imagine me in the OR doing surgery's.

Meanwhile we didn't even notice we pull up to the movie theater. While we was heading to the door we realize the movie was about to start so we ran in order to catch the first part of it. As soon as we got into the theater the preview where about to go off and movie was about to start. We sat in our seats as the guys went to get popcorn. A few minutes later Ra'quan came back but I didn't see Marque.

So I asked Ra'quan "what happened to marque" he said "he stopped BH the restroom. Sixteen minutes later and there still no sign of him. So I went out of the theater to see where he had gone because i was worried. So I went into the hallway to wait for him. While I was waiting I heard a voice actual two voices one was a girls and the other sounded like marque. As the guys voice was whispering "I have to wait just until it the right time". So i went around the corner and saw him. I didn't want to believe it was him but i cant hide the fact that it was him. I wanted to say something but no words came out but before he saw me I quickly went back to the movie. As I walked back I could already feel my teats coming but I couched back my tears. A few minutes later and he showed up saying "I'm sorry for taking long".

Once the movie was over we went to red lobster and ate something before going home. At the restaurant Sarah order some lobster Alfredo, as Ra'quan got the lobster meal with Alfredo, shrimp and oysters, marque order all you can eat lobster and I got the same thing as Sarah. As soon as we finish we headed straight home they dropped me off first. The ride back home was very awkward. So we pull up to my house marque walked me to the door as it just bursted out as I said " why in the hell would you play me". He looked at me acting like he didn't know what I was talking about. He hastated as he said " what are you talking bout bae". As I said " you know what I'm talking about don't act like you don't know I saw you and that girl". He didn't have anything to say to me. So I left him on the porch. As I slam the door behind me and the tear just start flowing.

The next day I got up I had a bad headache and my eyes were swollen from
all the crying. After I brushed my teeth and washed off I looked at my phone. He blew my phone up with voice mails and messages about how he felt bad. Mostly all of them where like " Ciara I'm sorry for what I did to you last night it was wright for me to do that and I apologize". Although i was still upset and mad I forgave him. In order for me to move on I just had to but I still wasn't going to talk to him.

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A few months past and I final moved on from the pain. I knew if I was able to do that than I'm strong than I thought. Since its been awhile I'm going to try to get back into the swing off things. I really was proud of my self it makes me feel a little bit confident. Cause most guys would cheat and step on your heart and don't care at all. I just knew their was someone better for me.

(Back to School)

We are back to school now. Today I met up with my friends before we went to our homerooms.