Thoughts and Thots

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I find it funny how you call me a liar when I been showing nothing but the truth. YOU the one who been lying and deceiving and when I chose to move on and be happy I'm a lying bitch? Lol NOW you in love with Kaila? That's cute. I can't be a liar seeing as how I admitted a long time ago that I was still in love with my girlfriend. I don't understand. You gave me every reason for us not to be together and you said you didn't trust me so why get mad when I put my foot down and not allow you to hurt me anymore. Shit even though I was hurt you didn't see me blocking and deleting you on shit. There was never I time I wasn't there for you or didn't want the best for you. You call me your bestfriend but as soon as I say im hers you wanna act different. Yes I loved you but YOU the one who turned that down and dont act like you didn't. You can't get mad cus I moved on because the only thing I wanted was your FRIENDSHIP BUT YOU COULDN'T EVEN GIVE ME THAT BECAUSE OF KAILA. But I'm wrong, right? What cus I said I loved you but went to sasha? Hold up, don't you do that every time you go home? You right there with kaila . You calling her baby in yall messages while you was right next to me. I didn't even do that shit. And now im a bitch? You lie to me every chance you got and for no reason and I told the truth to BOTH YOU AND SASHA but im a bitch? Priorities girl, you need to get em. But know you didn't assist Sasha with anything because one thing I know is that she will always be here for me and love me and only me unconditionally just like I love her because you... loving you more than a friend, fucking you was a big mistake and this is something we BOTH knew in the beginning. Now tell Kaila the real reason why im cut off now. Cus im getting married lol not cus you want me cut off. But its ok I miss you too and im not an assailed. So yes I will be here when you need me and realize that I have NEVER done anything to cause you pain. I still want the BEST for you. And Lacy you have no right to get mad cus I decided to do the best for me and my heart because we both know that you could never leave kaila. I understand and didn't hold your happiness against you so ..... why do it to me? Smh if you was really my bestfriend you would understand with your situation. ... bye forever A'lexus . I'll always love you. Learn to forgive in order to forget and remember. .. PRIORITIES

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