The 28th of February, 2016

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I never did get to meet her at the hospital. After a long week, after I had told Charlie what happened, after I had stayed up thinking about it all night, after I had lied to my parents "I'm fine" when they saw the look in my eyes, I finally got to meet up with Emilia again.

We met outside of her house. I'm pretty sure she almost didn't recognise me for a second, but when she did, she smiled.

"Hi Daniel", she said.

"Hey", I replied. "Are you ok?".

"Yeah, I'm fine. It has been one hell of a week... I don't actually remember much at all, but it has been one hell of a week", Emilia answered.

"I'm really happy you're ok now", I said.

"Yeah", she replied. "Me too".

"Anything you want to do?" I asked.

"Not really. We can just sit in my room and talk if you want", Emilia replied.

"Sounds good. Don't wanna do too much after that accident", I said.

"Yeah, it was weird", Emilia replied as we walked to the lift and took it up to Emilia's flat. "I just fell over and the next thing I knew I was in a hospital".

"I wonder what that's like", I said.

"Well I can't tell you. I don't remember", she replied.

"Well that's ok", I said.

We sat in her room for a while until I had to go home, talking about really boring stuff, actually. It felt sort of... anticlimactic. I was hoping for Emilia's bubbly, happy, energetic self, but she seemed down and a bit dull. But I guess I can't blame her. She's recovering from a really bad head injury.

I texted Charlie, telling him about my meeting with Emilia.

Charlie: that really makes me not want to hit my head into a tree
Charlie: i wouldnt want to become more dull than i already am

Me: You're not saying you wanted to bash your face into a tree before, are you?

Charlie: i mean
Charlie: i wouldnt have minded that much

Me: What

Charlie: im slightly self destructive

Me: That seems like more than slightly to me

Charlie: maybe
Charlie: sorry for bringing you down with my own problems

Me: It's fine
Me: I'm actually kind of tired for some reason

Charlie: you wanna go to sleep babe?

Me: I probably should

Charlie: alright
Charlie: goodnight <3

Me: Night <3

I didn't go to sleep, though. I sat up in my bed browsing Tumblr, when I got a notification. Emilia texted me.

Emilia: I'm so sorry I was so boring today
Emilia: I'm just
Emilia: Not myself
Emilia: It's like I've forgotten myself
Emilia: I'm so sorry

Me: Nononono you don't have to apologise
Me: It's ok
Me: I'll help you get back to normal, ok?

Emilia: Thanks
Emilia: I forgot how nice you were
Emilia: I forgot a lot of things

Me: Oh dear
Me: *hug*?

Emilia: I guess that would help
Emilia: I just don't remember how your arms would feel around me
Emilia: Am I being emotionally draining?

Me: No it's ok

Emilia: I'm sorry

Me: *hugs you v tight* I promise it's ok

Emilia: I don't deserve you
Emilia: You're such a good friend

Me: It's not about how much you deserve someone, it's about how much you like each other
Me: And I like you a lot

Emilia: I don't even see why

Me: Well I do

Emilia: I promise I'll be back to normal
Emilia: And I'm sorry it's going to take a while

Me: It's fine
Me: I'll be here with you every step of the way
Me: I AM your best friend, after all

Emilia: Yeah
Emilia: You're a really great friend, so I guess you could call yourself that

Me: I do my best
Me: You even said I was your best friend a while back

Emilia: Did I?

Me: Yeah
Me: You did

Emilia: Oh
Emilia: I'm sorry
Emilia: I don't seem to remember you that well, either

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