moms new boyfriend

it's changed

"Oh my god", "Oh my god"

"Sam what the hell is wrong with you" yelling into my pillow after one of the most awkward, embarrassing and horrible moments of my life 

"Aww yeah Sam just stand there in the middle of the kitchen in your towel while your face casually turns red for all of them to see, yeah just stand there don't bother move, just stand there looking like a drowned rat" annoyed at myself and embarrassed to say the least while I bury my face in my pillow still wearing my towel.

I finally decide to get up after I heard the door close from everyone leaving,I threw some leggings and a sweatshirt, as I wasn't planning on going anywhere after that experience. i looked at my phone and saw 5 missed calls from Rob I sighed at the thought of him, he really just reminds me of the life I want for myself not working in a dead end job, still with my high school boyfriend, when is it going to change, Rob is calling it shows as the phone vibrates,then I think when am I going to change it.

"hey babe, what's going on I called you like 20 times"

"yeah Rob 20 times"

"attitude, I don't like it"

"sorry, iv had a bad day, I'm just tired"

"right okay, babe come over" he says not paying attention to my "not interested" voice.

" I don,t know, I really just need a nap" 

"no come over, you can have a nap at my place" he says with a small laugh at the end of his sentence.  

"fine" giving up as I cant stand it when he goes into his childish moods when he doesn't get what he wants.

Rob hangs up, I get my car keys and get in my car to head over to his reluctantly, I was getting quite fed up with  him his attitude, his voice and the way he looked at me wasn't the same as used to be back in high school, me and Rob was the usual high school couple he was the most beloved soccer player out of the team due to his reputation for "party at my place" every Friday , and one Friday night i decided to go with my friends, well more like  dragged by my friends as I wasn't to into that thing well until Rob's party I wasn't, that night we talked, just talked the whole night in his laundry room as he found me hiding from my friend trying to get me to do shots, we talked all night about our future, school, family , sex and what we at least thought love was all about, after that night i went to every single one of his party's and he would show me how to drink, show me the "right" music and how to kiss, he asked me out 3 weeks after we met and i really thought i was in love, he was the cliché high school boyfriend who i chose to lose it with on prom night. but something's changed and to be honest with myself i knew it was coming.

I got to Rob's apartment and let myself in, his place was small but sleek with dark blues, black and silvers, he did have taste. i sat my keys and phone on the kitchen island as i walked into his apartment looking at the empty beer bottles on the coffee table.

"Rob" i said as the place seemed empty.

"hey babe in here" he said from the en suite

I followed his voice towards the bathroom i sat on the bed facing the bathroom door as i looked at my phone waiting for him to come out.

"what were you doing today" shouting a bit so he can hear me

"I'm just back from the gym" he said coming out of the bathroom in a towel, he walks towards me and kisses me on the forehead and walks to his chest of his drawers to get dressed. he picks out grey sweatpants and black vest.

"i thought you could stay the night" he says with a smirk lying on the bed looking at me on my phone.

i look up from my phone "what did you really do today Rob" I asked looking sincere 

"uhhg come on babe" he sighs annoyed at my question as he rolls onto his back looking up to the ceiling .

" I'm not stupid Rob you were here all day with the boys drinking you left the beer bottles laying out, your still drunk" I said even more annoyed  

"okay, okay just leave it Sam, don't be bitch" I look at him and look down as I laugh at how of a dick he's being, I get up to leave, but before I reach the bedroom door he quickly grabs my wrist and closes the door, his farrowed brows and dark eyes alarm me.

"what are you doing" he says as he yanks my wrist towards him which make me wince in pain I look down to signal he's won.

"no don't do that, don't feel sorry for your self, I'm getting sick of you talking to me the way you do" he shouts in my face as I continue to look down.

"LOOK AT ME" he yells with anger iv never seen before, he pushes me to the bed.