Hell...opps I mean my life

Two years later

Two years later everything was great. I still lived in the same house. I still went to the same school. I had the best family I could ask for. And we were happy. But then everything changed. We bought four more horses and needed more land for then so we moved. It was okay when we moved because my sister and I were still going to the same school. But then four days after we moved in while my sister and I where at school my mom checked us out early. She didn't tell us why till we got outside. She told us that the house was gone along with everything we owned and all four of our dogs. We didn't have coverage on any of it not even the house. We stayed with my aunt till we could get a knew house on the land. While we were staying there my grandmother on my dads side pasted away and that hurt us again. We had to go to Texas for the funeral. That was the first time I ever saw my dad cry and it broke my heart. We wanted to stay there but my sister and I had school so we went back to Arkansas. After a few mounts and a lot of donations we had a home again but it wasn't the same. People tried but they couldn't give us what we wanted the most. We didn't just lose a bunch of things. Baby girl, scrappy, buddy, and tubby(not chubby but tubby) they weren't just pets. They were our family. When we lost our house we lost part of our family too. You cant just replace family. So our home was never really home anymore no matter how hard we tried.

After that we tried to move on. My sister and I finished our freshmen year together. I bet you're all wondering what happened to Ranger. Well everyday after school I would put my stuff up and I would go see him. If I had had a bad day it would always make me feel better. when I was sad I would go see him and I would talk to him. He couldn't talk but I could tell he was listening. When I would start to cry he would lean into me and let me cry on him. But then one day while everyone was asleep all the horses got out of the fence and walked down the road. When we woke up we went looking for them. We found Ranger first. But I didn't like the way he looked. He was on the side of the road he has scratches all over him. That's when I started to cry. We tried to get him to stand but every time we got close he would just lay back down. I just sat down with him and cried while my dad tried to think of a way to get him home. While everyone took the other four horses home I sat and feed Ranger grass after telling my dad I wasn't leaving him alone. Then a man came over and told us that he saw him there that morning so he had been there for over two hours. I was so mad. The man knew that he was there and he did nothing, he could of at lest feed him or something but no he just left him all alone. It made me want to cry even more. My dad decided to get him on the trailer to get him home. Ranger didn't like it he kicked a lot. When we got home I asked my dad what was wrong with him. He thought he had a broken hip. My dad said he didn't have the money to take him to the vet. That broke my heart more. I had stayed outside helping him sit up to eat and drink trying to keep him from hurting himself more. The next day my dad came up with a way to get him to stand so he could eat and drink water on his own. Will my dad was getting it ready I looked at ranger laying on the ground and I watched as at a single tear slid out his eye and fell to the ground. When my dad got it to were ranger could stand on his own he didn't like it at all. He started to slam his nose on the ground. I tryed so hard to get him to stop. I yelled his name as loud as I could. I swear I herd something crack. Then finally he stopped and just looked at me. I walked up to him and told him that everything would be okay because I really believed it would be. I thought that my heart couldn't brake anymore. But then after diner around 8:00 my dad told me that he had past away. The only thing i could say was "what?" And my dad repeated it. All I wanted to do was go to my room and cry so that's what I did. My mom came in and hugged me telling me that it was okay. I just shook my head no and sobbed more. My mom left me to be alone and I cried for two hours. the only time I stop was to get some tea because my throat was dry. My dad asked me if I was okay and that made me want to cry again but I just held it in and nodded. Then when I got to my room I cried more. After that day when I fed the other horses all I saw was Ranger and it made me want to cry more. Its been almost a year and I'm still not fully over it but I don't feel sad every minute of the day. It broke me but it also might of made me stronger.

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Okay so this is pretty much it. I know its not much but please be kind to me its the first thing I've published. So please leave comments I would love to hear from you all.