i close my eyes to try and dream
but when i do i wake up screaming
and these nightmares in my head
stop me from going to bed
im not someone who deserves friends
who should probably end up dead
but i know it would hurt the ones who care
so i put a fake smile on and show them that i love them
but to me I'm always going to be worthless
and i know this is true
even if I'm the only one who knows its right
so ill say goodnight and lie and wait
for another nightmare tonight
but ill keep on pushing for those
who care
and hope that someday ill disappear
IM WORTHLESS
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My Darkening Abyss
Poesíathese poems will be from my heart and soul and they'll be there to hopefully tell a story on my life i hope you guys love them :) warning: some of these poems will be depressing and no one must ever try anything that is said in these poems