Before you read this please read my other crappy story "true love" please give me advise and like it.. I'm crying my hart and soul right now.. I'd feel a lot better..
My girlfriend kat recently started cheating on me, my stupid ass forgave her right away YOU MAY ASK WHY? because I'm a fucking dumb ass and I just been with her for so long I'd do anything.
Correct me if I'm wrong but true love hurts right? Me being in love with her I don't know of its stupid or what, but I love everything about her there isn't one inch of her body I don't like..
She finally gave him up and told me *I want you*. I spent weeks crying wanting her back. We fought about it everyday. I got over it because it was about 3 months ago. A few months past she finds someone better.... *I'm talking about now.. The past 2 weeks* she has pictures of her and him! I don't know what to do besides get angry about it *I just don't want to hate her* so I get really ticked off... The first time she cheated... We got into a fist fight.. I'd never hit a girl I honestly think its disrespectful so all I did was slap her after she kept punching me in the face *she was way out of line* so I slapped her not hard just enough for her to get the calm the fuck down message. She told me to leave right after I felt guilt so I did even tho it was 3 in the morning, I just didn't want her to get anymore pissed at me.
So now she likes my old best friend.. Shes Ben texting him for a while and acts like she wasn't when I know she was. I honestly don't really care anymore I was just happy she was mine and that's that.. But last week I told her it was over.. I packed up my stuff and I was walking out the door till she jumped on my back held me right begged me not to leave I shoved her off an left *big mistake ever* now she just wants to be friends.. She texted me earlier this morning saying she wants to talk. I'm afraid of going over because I don want her to say she never wants to get back together so I I don't look like an idiot ....
I know I'm all she has so I just got to push threw it all and still love her but as a friend.. I'm hoping she wants to work it out...
Please give me advise.. I'd really appreciate it.. Thanks
