personal space (part 1)

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Trying something knew ;)

"Do you remember 8th grade?" You asked while leaning against Patrick, you two were thumb wrestling. You two had been assigned to work on a project together and the work kind of turned into laughing and talking about past memories.

Patrick and you were compete opposites, he was shy and quiet while you were outgoing and didn't really know the meaning of personal space. Sometimes it got you into trouble but you considered it a gift. You always thought Patrick was cute and you two grew up down the street from each other. He was actually really funny once you got him talking.

"More than I can forget, and trust me I've tried. But be a little more specific." He laughed.

"Do you remember that girl Meagan and her party, and how you and I were thrown into a closet for 7 minutes in heaven. I cried the entire time while you just stood there. I felt so bad afterwards." You said laughing while scooting up a little closer to him. He shook his head remembering that painfully awkward situation while a nostalgic smile spreading on his face.

"I remember standing there wanted to be become one with the floor boards I was so embarrassed that you were so scared, especially when I was terrified myself. I had the biggest crush on you." He went silent at the fact that he may have said too much.

"You would have been my first kiss. Which now that I think about it, would have been better than all the other assholes I've dated." You snorted and Patrick continued playing with your hand in his.

"So who was the lucky girl who kissed you first?" You asked curiously, arching an eyebrow and looking up at him.

Patrick looked down silently, letting go of your hand and his face reddening by the second. That's when you realized.

"Patrick." You said and leaned acrossed his lap to face him. His eyes widened at how close you were.

"You haven't had your first kiss yet?" He shook his head and refused to look at you.

"Yeah I know it's kind of embarrassing. I guess I just never knew what to do or.... Ya know." He replied sheepishly.

"It's not a bad thing, just means you haven't found the right person yet. Come on its not that hard, want me to show you?" You felt his body tense under you and he blinked rapidly, confused and slightly scared. You didn't really think anything odd about it though, another problem with your over comfortability.

"Uh I mean you don't have to but sure I guess." He was blushing severely but again you didn't notice as you threw yourself upward and moved your legs on either side of him. Sitting on his lap, not realising that his heart rate had picked up. But definitely feeling yours do the same.

"Okay relax and put your arms around me, pretend I'm someone you actually want to kiss." You laughed. He obeyed cautiously and you felt his hands pressing you into him. You could have swore your breath hitched.

"Good." You whispered and wrapped your arms around his neck.

"Sorry if I'm making this awkar-" he started but you cut him off by pressing you lips to his softly. Easing into it like jumping into a pool for the first time.

His arms squeezed a little tighter, like he was startled. Your mouths moved together and you heard a low sound come from his throat that sent chills through your body. He slowly became more confident, pulling you in more and deepening the kiss. Finally you pulled away, slightly dazed.

"That wasn't so bad was it?" You said breathlessly. He only looked at you, his eyes bright and full of want. Neither of you anticipated stopping anytime soon.

" Now the fun part." You whispered in his ear and started kissing down his neck. Sucking and nipping at his skin. You were rewarded with a low moan as you hit a certain spot, the sound making you go insane, desperate for more.

You left marks on along his jaw and neck, moving your lips back to his. He kissed you hungrily and his hands moved lower down your back. Your tongues danced and your hips started moving involuntarily, earning another moan.

"Y/N no we should stop." Patrick's voice was low and breathless as he pulled away. Everything felt extremely warm and your head was spinning to much to comprehend what he was saying.

"Just getting to the good part." You said smirking and moved your hips a little more. You kissed him and it took a moment, and a lot of agonizing self control, for him to pull away again.

"I know and I'm probably the biggest idiot on the planet but, but this isn't right." He said almost painfully. He took your hands in his and traced small circles on the back of your hand with his thumb affectionately.

"If- if it's okay with you, I want to maybe take you out, like on a date or whatever. I just don't want to feel like all those other guys.i don't want you to think I'm playing you." His voice wavered and his played with your hands in his. His hair was ruffled and his eyes were still wild but he was sincere and persistent.

"Of course." You never had someone say that to you before, it made your heart flutter and tumble around in your chest. You couldn't help the smile that refused to leave your face.

You left soon after his mother came home, she knitted her eyebrows at the fact that you two had been here all this time alone, but you were happy to know that you didn't feel liking you were hiding anything. You rushed home, Patrick's number already in your phone, humming along to whatever stupid song was on the radio, your thoughts clouded the entire car ride with images of his eyes.

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