The Invisible

Emotions .-.

"POV"..... (*ALL OF THIS PART*)

(this part only)

Well I'm a loner guy but I'm not completely nerd I still have my life I still have my friends but they're all fake i can feel it coz i can hear traces of whispers from them it's like they've been stabbing my back well if they're strong they would probably stab me while bringing mah weapon but they're kinda scared tho okay so I was crying the whole time coz I would never fit in with them you know squad thingy i can feel that they hate me so much i dont know whats wrong with me am I ugly? am I annoying? am I stupid? I think I'm not so why hating me? I ask myself and here it goes again answering myself maybe coz you're a loner maybe they think you dont have a life but i dont wanna be like them i dont want to hurt people i dont want to be an idiot just like them!! I dont need them but i want to hangout i want to have fun but seems like books will hang with me its so unfair they have a life after school they will hangout party at night and i goes home and sleeps, why cant we all be happy? why cant we all get a life? Ask mahself, life's sucks life's so stupid I hate it, everynight i'll cry you know depression uuhhgg good to know i have a wise school mate girl i kinda talk to her tho but not as much coz its kinda awkward.

Well i dont know why i want to do some suicide maybe i cant handle it anymore i just wanna kill myself im just an angel harming and cuts myself because i wanna go home coz earth damages me and i just wanna be free
Maybe i was born to be just like this
To be alone depressed and lifeless
I am not alive you maybe see me breath but not all who's breathing is alive some people with depression died thousand times images in thier face's not real what really describe them is thier inside and you cant see it coz its in the inside but still they're hiding it that's me I'm crying all alone I dont have any friends who will always comfort me i was battling between life and death alone ALOOONNEEE sigh no one cares if i will shout till i died!!

Me: Im depressed
Society: you're not you're fine (no one cares)
Me: I'm alone, sad, helpless
Society: whatever (LOL)

What if I'll kill myself? Would they notice that I'm gone? Nah still not no one cares!! Depression is so so severe.

Starting right now i will protect myself from them I will just covered myself in the dark I promise to be okay and i wont kill myself!.. (Not yet)

So here it goes again goin to school holding my face in terror, scared in everything even if I know nothin
These day filled the air with a cold breeze as I walk in the middle of the road, the clouds are doomed in darkness, when I was walking step by step from my destination it gives me chills cause i know as i enter the doors everyone will stare at me while there eyes filled with horrible demons,,,,
Everyone will judge me!! My heart beats very loudly! What could happen?!!..
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Always remember what I've said!! °_°
Dont forget it!! °^°

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@TheInvisible000 "-" *-* .-.