'Dear Niall, It's been 8 months since ive seen you.. I can't help but think about you every second of my day, I woke up this morning.. The light was on in the kitchen, I thought it was you but I assured myself that i'd just left it on in the drunken state i'd been in. Ive been doing that alot lately.. drinking. Not leaving the light on. Its just a comfort thing i'm guessing , but im not quite sure. I know ive never really been the type to drink but there's something different about it now, You'll probably kill me when you get back. I fell down the stairs and busted a lamp.. Sorry, I don't sleep much .. just kinda dosing then having a rude awakening from the hangover I get everyother day,' I sigh putting the pen down to regain my thoughts, "So hows tour? Is it as amazing as you said it would be? I bet, staring out in the crowd seeing millions of faces smiling at you, I wish I could of gone with you but, you know im busy, with University and all. Tons of reports and homework, I don't even know how I find the time to write these. Its quite sad actually .. I have a whole box of these but I can't bring myself to send them to you, your busy and I know you'll feel bad that you won't read them.' I put down the pen yet again to pick up the mail that had slid its way threw my slot. Bill, Christmas Card, Letter....LETTER. I read the words loud and clear to myself 'From Niall Horan.' It was quite shocking .. am i drunk again?? I rip the letter open quickly plopping down onto my bed to read it. I can hear his studdered mullingar accent ringing throughout my ears. 'Dear Cassie, I Miss You Soo Much, Allison sent me a text about you writing letters to me, I don't know why you don't send them but please do.. Please. You haven't been sleeping she tells me. Dont do that! You know how you get when you don't get your 8 hours. But this will all be over soon because im coming home Thursday. The tours over now and im coming home, I Can't believe I just left you, I knew i should of brought you. I knew it! Im so sorry, I would text you but Shes told me you broke your phone, Cas.. That's okay, you needed to upgrade to the IPhone5 Anyways. Well I Love You And I'll See You Thursday my love. --Nialler'
