**on pause** Distance Shouldn't Matter

Should I Leave?~

*I somewhat have more motivation, so I might try updating more with longer chapters eheheh*

While I walked inside the mall, my stomach immediately had nausea. So much people stared at me. My anxiety was kicking in again, & I had to get out. 

After I walked outside, I called Colton.

"Hey...where are you?"

"Oh i'm sorry, I forgot to tell you. Anyway, i'm by Rue21 with a few people."

He met up with other people too...? Just him's enough for my anxiety to blast off.

"Um, do you think you can meet me somewhere different? Like, where there's not as much people for now...?"

"Suuure. Where at?"

"Outside Sears would be fine.."

After a few minutes of waiting, he arrived with a few guys. Oh great, guys.

He saw me looking down & shaking, & hugged me.

"Winter, are you alright? Do you want them to leave? I'm sorry..."

They were all dressed in dark colors, & looked like idiots who came from a gothic carnival. After hearing what Colton said, they all smirked & one decided to speak up.

"So you're just going to ditch us for an ugly bitch like her? Are you fucking serious?" One of his friends said. The rest started to snicker.

I felt myself shrink back into my shell rather than opening up more to Colton, & just stared down. I felt him tense up, then let go.

"First of all, she looks way better than that shitty rat that YOU like. Second, this doesn't even compare of what you guys have ever done to me. Deacon, you FUCKED my exgirlfriend whenever I simply asked for you to give her company while I visited my mom in the hospital whenever she was in a car accident & she ended up dying that night! I don't even know how the hell I forgave you! I trusted you & you decided to step all over me like always. Michael, you always left me when I needed you most. You'd just laugh whenever I actually asked for help & called me a pussy. You'd always get mad whenever  I decided to do something to myself, & I was never strong enough to stop myself. & Brendon, you were always a dick to my family! Even whenever they let you stay with me whenever you tried running away just because your mom hollered at you for something that was wrong anyway but being the little bitch you are you decided to try & kill yourself over it. If you actually did it, I wouldn't even give a fuck. I'd be happy that I don't have to pretend caring for you 24/7. You guys always ditched me even with a second thought about it." Colton hollered staring right at their faces meaning everything he said.

"You're going to regret that so fucking much after the next thing we do." One of them simply said then they all walked away.

I found myself staring at the ground, feeling bad for what just happened. A few people were staring, but now I never really gave a fuck.

I hugged Colton tightly & softly said everything was going to be alright while he hugged back.

"Now you probably think i'm a bitch for blowing up like that, I just couldn't tolerate them any longer. The whole reason why I hung out with them for so long was because they were the only people who'd really talk to me."

"Don't worry about it, i'm sorry you had to bottle it up for so long. I don't think different of you or anything, i'm just amazed that you were actually strong enough to do that, i'm proud that you finally got out of their grasp. But don't worry about being alone, i'm here for you."

"I should go, i'm sorry. I don't want to waste your time."

"Nah, you're stuck with me, you're staying." I said sweetly while hugging him a little tighter.

"Are you sure I shouldn't go?"

"Positive. I'm here for you, don't worry about anything."

"Thank you so much..."

***I WAS TRYING TO RUSH I'M SORRY DXXX***