My story my life

Hi its letssimtogether (instagram,tumbler)

And sorry for my english ..

Its a diary book (;

Part 1 the start :

Hi im amillia ,

Im 16 years ?old , living in LA .

My mom died from cancer and because that my father suicide

And he leave me alone with my 8 years old brother ,

Its a hard life but thats all i got ... .

Day 1 :

Today summer vacation is over

And school start!

So i meet this awesome guy in matt class !!! And he ask me if i want to do the homework together !!!!!

I was like "YES!" And he was like "great !! Heres my number .. Call my "

Im gonna die, im sure .

.btw. Is name is Ryan

Day 2:

So today i meet with Ryan

Its was so fun

We don't even study !

He sit on my bed and tell me to come over .... He start kiss me and touch my body i said "stop"

He start to undress me

And then he lock the door

And he raped me.

Its was the worst day ever,

I wish i could suicide ... Like my dad ...

Day 3:

I came to school today

And Ryan come to me and he said "i had fun yesterday .." I slept him and run

He start following me

And then we get into the bathroom yes ladies bathroom .. And he start punching me

I was covered in blood

And then he said "FUN HU ?!" And then he run And i was crying so hard all my body hurts ..

Day 4:

Im now at the hospital . Crying . I cant even say his name ..

I hate him .

The nurse ask me "what happened to you ? "

"..."

"I get it ... You don't wanna tell .."

"No .. I want .. "

"So tell"

"Long story ..but i got one word .. "LOVE" "

"Oh i get it .. I fell bad for you .. Dont worry you will find the one "

"And what if not?"

"Honey, you asking the wrong person."

And she left .

Day 5:

My friend Amanda come to visit me today, she had a news ..

"Amillia!"

"What...?"

"Ryan fucked with you ?!"

"No .. He raped me ..."

"He does it to me to!!!"

"What ?! "

"YES !"

"Oh no...."

And then my brother entered the room to visit me, i give aim a kiss on the cheek .

He give me a giant candy :D!!

Its really get my mood better

I love my brother so much .

Day 6:

Finally !!! Im going out the hospital!!

Im gonna kill Ryan !!!

What I'm going to say at school ?..

That he raped me ? Im not going to say that

Everyone will think I'm a miserable ..

Ok so now its dinner in the orphanage

I don't wanna go, its the only time that i'm alone, maybe i can suicide now

Yes, its sound like a great idea ..

Thank you for reading (:

Part 2 come soon .