Pain is real pain is what you feel when you have been through so much and can't take no more of the Bs. I'm going to tell you a quick story of what pain did to me when I had no where to turn and I was alone.
One day around 9:30 in the morning I just started thinking and then I broke down crying and I wanted to stop but I couldn't because mentally and physically even emotionally broke I had just stop cutting months before this but then this break down occurred because I was goin through so much bottling up my feelings that even the word hi hurt me I got so depressed I started cutting again and then feeling of it gave me a feeling that I haven't had before I just kept doing it and I couldn't stop then I just played their and cried Yet I just didn't express myself I felt like I was dying and my life is over yet I didn't care and said just let it. My feelings are nothing and I'm alone all alone in this world
