... It'll always be you (Saulbert)

Nostalgia

DISCLAIMER: I don't own Adam or anybody in Adam's family. I don't own Sauli or anyone in his family. All ideas are original and is all made up! Nothing in here is true! Enjoy(:

(~~~ = A flashback/Ending of a flashback)

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"It wasn't always like this... We were good. We were great!  We loved each other almost as if we knew we were never going to love ever again. Obsessed with each other, some might say. He was my cloud 9. My kindred soul. And I was his! So where did it all go wrong? What happened to our drive to keep this relationship going... or at least partially above the rising water?

I'm worried we won't be able to recover from this. I shouldn't want to recover from this. I should want to be over with it all and just move on. So why don't I? I guess things change when you really love someone. I mean reeeaallyy love someone. You'd think after they break your heart, you'd want to leave them in the dust-get on with your life. But when you love someone so much, that you feel like you can't breathe without them-that obviously is not the case. Even if they break your heart.

I still want to be with him. Because I don't know what I'd ever do without him. I can only pray to God that he feels the same."

Adam closed his journal, taking a deep breath in. He pushed himself up off of his bed and sat his journal down on the night stand by his side of the bed. His night stand. Suddenly, he felt a twist in his stomach that caused his face to fall. Memories of him yelling at Sauli to get his shit off of his night stand ran through his head. Those arguments seemed important at the time, but now? What a stupid thing to get upset about. He regretted all of those times that he wasted his breath on something so irrelevant.