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Silence was a keen subject to worry about in the mind of Ciel Phantomhive when it came to his dear Raven, who had sat himself in the black leather of his chair as soon as they arrived back home from a simple walk in the city, not a single occurrence had worked to disrupt their overall lovely afternoon..
So why was Sebastian in such a state, the younger curiously wondered to himself. Ciel sat himself by the large form of his lover, bicolored eyes looking at the dark locks he loved to run his fingers through, those beautiful carnelian orbs that made his heart flutter whenever they looked directly at each other..
Even if he was a demon, he had the blessed gift of still being able to love his demon..
"Sebastian, what could possibly be wrong?"
He asked with a tilt of his head, moving himself so he was straddling the mans lap, small digits brushing away the locks in front of the Ravens face. Their eyes met but instead of staring, Sebastian quickly looked away, his body language writhing with jealousy..
"Sebastian, why are you like th-"
"Do you love me"
The question slipped from the Ravens lips, causing the boys eyes to widen at such a question.
"Sebastian.. What... Of course I do, idiot d-"
In a second it seemed the Raven had risen up, Ciel now forced on to his feet, strong hands easily pushing the younger up against a wall.
"Don't call me an idiot!!! Don't make me feel like I'm not enough!"
He gritted through his teeth, head hanging despite the fact the younger was shrouded by him, wearing a look of sadness and fear on his face.
"S.. S-Sebastian... I..."
"You don't see the way they look at you, the women, the men. Everyone. They look at you hungrily and lovingly and I hate it! And you don't see... You don't sense their desires, their souls, their fucking dirty souls like I do!"
Sebastian practically screamed, breath becoming heavier, eyes narrowed and brimming with tears
"... Y-you're loved and wanted by everyone, yet you don't sense it.. It hurts me..."
His grip loosened off the bluenette and his shaky hands fell to his side.
"It hurts... I hate this feeling... I don't know what is but I... I'm sorry.. I just..."
The Raven stepped further back only to have Ciel moving forward.
The bluenette sighed in understanding, knowing exactly what this man was feeling...
"C-Ciel.."
Sebastian stuttered out the name, raising a palm to clamp over his teary and shameful eyes.
"I n-need to know you love me b-because I can't bear the thought of a-anyone else h-h-having you... I can't bear with this feeling... T-this-"
"Jealousy"
The younger finished, standing in front of the Raven and gently taking the hand that hid his eyes of sorrow, moving it to his lips so he could bring a gentle kiss upon it.
"My Raven..
That is jealousy you feel, you're worried you'll lose me all due to strangers on the street..? How foolish.."
Ciel grabbed the man by the tie, forcing their lips to collide into a passionate kiss, tongues soon interlocking so they could taste the love they had for one another.
"Hah... Sebastian...~"
The younger moaned into the Ravens mouth, pulling away slowly, his orbs looking straight into Sebastian's..
"I love you, and no one else.
Do you understand?
Or do I need to remind you more then with just a kiss...?"
The two leaned closer to one another, Sebastian's possessive hands moving to clench the bluenette's thin waist, speaking soft words..
"Remind me more.
How much you love me."
"Perverted demon~"
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Hey guys! Your writer here! I just wanted to apologize for the delay of my newest fanfiction "Can you love me again?"
I am very busy with finals so therefore, there will be some delay and also I'm not very confident with the writing itself...
If you could please check it out, favorite it, tell me what you think, it will make me feel so much more confident to continue my story!
Thank you ❤️
