I'll always love you

New Look (17)

Kassandra's P.O.V 

                                           I soon reached Target and quickly ran in. I went to the beauty section and got hair dye and new make-up. I then got new clothes, jewelery, paid and then left. I got home and found my parents had gone out. This was the perfect time to do this. I went inside,went into the bathroom with my bags and got out the hair dye. I followed the instructions on the bottle. I wet my hair and applied the dye. I waited about 20 minutes and then rinsed it out in the shower. I looked at myself in the mirror. My long hair was down to my waist and was now pitch black. I put on my new make-up and got dressed in the new clothes. I teased m hair and put a bow in. I looked at myself in the mirror again. I looked amazing. My blue eyes stood out even more. I went down stairs and waited for my parents to come home. When they did they were gonna come home to the shock of their lives.

                                                    When my parents came home their mouths dropped. They looked at me in disbelief. They asked me question like "what did you do" and "why do you look like this". I replied with that I wanted a change. They looked at me like I was crazy and need therapy. I really didn't know why I decided to change my look into this. I was scene. Yep scene. I wanted attention and to get that I figured why not stand out more. I told my parents I was tired and I went upstairs to go to bed. As I was walking up the stairs they still stared at me shocked. I ignored them and got changed into my hello kitty pajamas. I curled up into bed with my make-up still done. I thought to myself. I was disgusted with myself so I just wanted to ruin everything about me. I didn't want to look anything like myself. I knew when I go to school on Monday people were gonna stare and tease me. That is what I wanted. I wanted people to tell me a look ugly or I'm pathetic cause I know I am. I wonder what Andrew will think. If he doesn't like it then he'll be gone in a heart beat. Uhh. What is wrong with me. Why don't I care about anything anymore. I have a baby on the way. This stress isn't good for me. I have this werid urge to get attention. I don't know why I just wanted it. I'm a nut head. Maybe I do need therapy.

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chapter 17 WOOP!!!! It sucks :L I know. I had it written but then it got All messed up and I lost my notebook soooo it sucks :( well anyway I still hope you enjoyed it. Please vote and comment. No you don't eve have to vote because it sucks. Btw Kassandra isn't gonna stay like that. She'll go back to her regular self in the other book. I am horribly bored right now and I didn't even ant to write this chapter but If the hurricane comes where I live I wanna get this story done before it does. I hope you liked it and yeah. Thank you for reading <3♥