In Between.

Surprise, Surprise

     I grab my phone as soon as I woke and I saw what time it was. I then remembered it was sunday, I decided to sleep in and. . .
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I was walking on my school's campus and then I was drowning. I looked around and saw people laughing at me. I reached out for anyone to help me. No one wanted to help me out. I saw Xyenna and Sidiga, I screamed to them for help, they did nothing but stare blankly at me. I could feel that I was crying. They turned and started walking away. I felt tears come out of my eyes and becoming a part of the water I was slowly and painfully drowning in. I then felt my legs being pulled. I started kicking but then I started to feel weak. I started falling. I fell out of the water into mid-air. Then. . . I woke up.

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     I grabbed my phone and only to find a spam from Sid and Xyenna. I laughed at the spam of messages they left for me, some of the conversation was weird then the other half was comforting.
      I received a notification from an unknown number that led me to a youtube link. My mind curious, pushed me to click the click. I did and soon regretted that decision. As I waited for the video to load My mind was wandering the forest of 'What If's' and 'Who's'. The video loads and I see the title was "Emo shit that should kill himself". I begin to think 'Is this about me?' the video plays and it's a reenactment of someone pretending to be me. I cover my mouth immediately with my hand and shock spills and fills me slowly. They talk about me as if I were nothing. I was nothing. My eyes start to tear up, feeling like getting stabbed slowly while I bleed pain. The person continues to say "I'm gay and I have aids from gay sex. I love! to Cut!". He just went on and on and I couldn't take it anymore. I immediately commented on the video "THIS ISNT TRUE. STOP!!" and ran outside. I was breathing heavily and then I see someone running towards my direction. I stand up straight and squint to see who it was and it turned out to be Xyenna. She breathes heavily on my neck as she hugs me. I'm surprised that she was actually at my house. I hugged her back tightly.
     "Uh, Hey, what are you doing here?" I ask trying to hide my red eyes and blue tears.
     "Oh I saw the video, and I am so sorry. Please don't do anything I love you too much to let you go like that"
     "Come please" I enter my room through my window and she follows. We both sit on the bed and talk.
     "I seriously am so sorry, they are so stupid and careless. I wish I could beat them up for you" Xyenna said holding my hands softly in hers.
     "It's okay" I lied as a tear wanted to spill but I didn't allow it.
     "Aw Colton, I'm sorry. I love you"
     "I-I love you too"