bring me the night E X O CHANYEOL

♥ Long-distant relationship

I remember that crazy high school memories. How I fell in love with someone I used to hate very much.

I realized he change a lot. That stubborn, dump, derpy, childish and troublemaker become that manly, loving and successful Chanyeol. I was also successful but I think he's more than me.

It's actually unforgettable. And the reason I'm alone is the reason because one thing challenge us most. It is...

Flashback

College

I and Chanyeol were so close and romantic as ever since that one night. But it happens that Chanyeol becomes very busy when he entered the SM entertainment. It was his training time. Sometimes, we can't hang-out in day but just in night. It looks like night becomes our bridge together.

"Kim" he said,"I can't be with you tomorrow"

It happened always. I should get too used to it but somehow those words shattered my feeling for him.

"Don't worry" he said, "I'll make it up to you in our anniversary"

I just smiled but inside, I can feel the disappointment. I can't do anything about it. It's his work. So instead, I just cheer him up.

"No worries" I lied.

It's been 3 months we don't see each other. He tries to e-mail me but words aren't enough because I want to see him personally at least. I want to hug him and talk to him in front of me but I can't. I need patience. This is the longest time we were apart.

"I'll make it up to you in our anniversary"

I still remember his promise. It is why I become so excited and expect what I want to expect in that day.

Until that day comes, I ready myself and tried to cheer up myself. I went to that café immediately and it turns out, I'm a little bit earlier. I don't care as long the night comes; none of the both of us is late.

So I seat in table and wait for him. While I wait, I just thought how I can greet him. I practice how I can entertain him but it's really hard when you felt nervous. It was past 9 pm and there's no sign of him. It happened before which I am aware but it looks like I'll be more disappointed right now. I ordered some coffee to cheer me up. It was past 10 and Chanyeol is not yet here. I already consume 2 coffees and I'm getting nervous about he will never come over. I looked around and there are some couple dating each other. I can remember those high school memories. I got jealous a little bit. It was past 11:30 and he's not here. It looks like I'm the only person left in the café.

I can't hold much longer until I fall asleep the same as before. I started dreaming again that Chanyeol will be here, singing to me, confess his love, make me feel safe, give me his love and gifted me another kiss.

"Ms" Chanyeol said. I immediately wake up but it was not him. It was not Chanyeol. It was just the waiter working here and force me to wake up. I realize it was 7:30 am. It's already morning. The night was over.

I was disappointed and I can't stop crying. He never came. He never looked at me. He never kept his promise. I feel so stupid and hopeless. I'm afraid but I think, he forgot about me, he forgot about us.

Days passed, there still no sign of him until I heard that Chanyeol is already a star. He's busy. He is around the world.

Why can't he just tell it to me? Or explain it to me? Instead, he left me here alone again.

It become worst, he never e-mails me again. I realize words are better rather than no contacts of him.

I don't know why but I hope this heart of mine can wait a little longer. Just a little bit longer perhaps

End of Flashback