Without You (ereri)

Chapter Two.

Eren's p.o.v

I saw him walking away with Erwin. I've always hated that kid. I felt like he meant more to Levi than I ever did. I don't even know anymore. To put it in a simple format, I'm a dead spirit in an alive physical body. I sometimes don't even understand myself.

At least school was over for today, just two more days till the weekend.

My life is a complete mess.

I thought I had a loving, caring, perfect boyfriend, but however my parents thought otherwise.

So now here I am, engaged to Mikasa.

Yep. Engaged.

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"Eren, this is not on. YOU will not ruin our family honor!" my father screamed.

"But, I-I only love Levi, w-what's wrong with that?" tears were streaming down my face.

"That's the problem, kiddo," my mother responded.

"B-but how, I d-don't understand," I was literally sobbing hard now.

"Shut up, your breaking up with him, you understand!?" said he.

I remained silent, that thought just made my chest hurt.

I was dying inside. I was being destroyed.

Then a woman, a man and a girl around me age walked into the room. They were greeted by my parents.

I just stared.

Then, my father finally spoke up.

"Eren, this is Mikasa. Your Fiance," he said.

"Wh-what?" I flinched.

"This girl is you fiance, these are her parents," my mother clarified.

"I don't even.." I started.

"You don't even what!?" my father replied furiously.

"I don't even know her! You can't do this! I only love Levi, and that's it!" I replied, panting.

This is when my father, slapped me.

I took my hands to my cheek, tears were pouring out of my eyes.

"She' your fiance, and that's it!" he said.

I just nodded, slightly.

Still shocked.

I wasn't able to form any sentences.

Speechless.

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Snap back into reality Eren. I shook my head.

I was sat on my bed, in my room. I laid out my books in front of me, as I needed to revise for a test.

Rather, I just stared at the books. And possibly drowned in my own thoughts. It was a Saturday, I wanted to go out. I wanted to see Levi, he wasn't in school for the last two days. I missed him. I wonder if everything was okay.

But then, why am I this worried? Why do I feel like shit? Ugh.

Oh, for how many days, do I continue to pray.

I jumped off my bed, went through my cupboard and got dressed. I was in a plain white tee, black knee ripped jeans, black converse and a black leather jacket.

I picked up my phone and rushed downstairs.

"Where are you headed?" my mother questioned.

"Um, just going for a walk to uh, get fresh air," I quickly replied.

"Okay, whatever," with that she walked away.

As soon as I got out of the house. I was walking fast.

In other words running, like I said I don't even understand myself at times.

Before I even realized, I was in front of Levi's house now.

I knocked on his door.

Why the fuck did I just do that?

Someone opened the door.

It was him. Levi, was in front of me.

His eyes looked cold and empty.

"What do you want?" he asked in a pissed tone.

"Um, I, I was j-just.." I couldn't think of anything to say.

"I asked, what do you want brat!?"

I just looked to the ground. Why did I put myself in this mess? I don't know what to say.

"Idiot," said he.

"I just wanted to see if you were, um okay," I replied.

"Just go away motherfucker," he hissed.

"I want to know if you're okay though," I stood firm.

"Fuck off,"

He was about to slam the door in my face, but I barged into his house. Pinning him to the wall.

"Levi I know, I've hurt you but I still want to stay as friends with you, just please give me a chance," I spoke shaking.

He gripped my arm and flung me away from him.

I fell to the floor.

"Like I've said before, stay the fuck away from me!" he shouted.

I was on the verge of crying. I bit my lip. I didn't want to cry. I looked up at Levi, he just rolled his eyes.

I started to cry. Tears were flowing downwards. I was crying hard now.

Suddenly, I was comforted. I was pulled into a hug by Levi.

Oh, how I missed his embrace.

I must be dreaming. This is not real. He hates me.

"Stop crying, " Levi said, saving me from my thoughts.

I could only look at his sudden behavioral change. I only stared at his face.

Into his eyes.

He wiped my tears. Caressed my right cheek.

I just remained in my position, as he hugged me tightly. My stomach just tightened in a knot.

"I'm sorry," he whispered.

I didn't know how to respond.

"I love you," he said.

I froze in my position.

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