My Little Sister Devin || Ghorror *HIATUS*

Chapter 1

Devin

I've always been uncomfortable in my own skin. Like I was born into the wrong gender. I guess I've always been kinda trans but doesn't everyone wonder how the other half lives? One of my earliest memories was when I was 5. Me and my big sister Lily were in the Disney store. I wanted a Cinderella dress and worker there said I'm a boy and boys don't wear dresses. He tried to direct me towards some boy toys but I kinda threw a fit and was asked to leave. My sister says he was stupid and took me to a different Disney store. She bought me a tiara that said Princess on it in glittery pink. I still have it on my dresser. Anyways that Christmas I got that dress I wanted and wore it till I grew out of it. Again I still own it. It's in the back of my closet.

"Ricky I got you something as well." She told my neighbor and best friend. He was 7 and dressed in all black all the time. His mom would always help him with the little make up he was allowed to have. So just eyeliner. It was a knight costume and he went nuts over it. We played together all day. He was my little knight in toy armor. We're still the best of friends and I couldn't ask for a better one.

Over the years I got so much hatred and disgust for my wardrobe preferences and fell pretty low. So I thought I needed to please them and dressed "gender appropriate" all of middle school. I was miserable everyday. So in my free time I'd dress in "drag" as they called it. That's where I was happiest but I waited till 11th grade to try and figure out my feelings.

Tonight's the night I tell Lily what she may already know. I invited Ricky over and a deep blush covered my face when he walks in. Time has been overly friendly to him. Puberty was totally his bitch.

"Always nice to see you happy Dev." He says and smiles. I went and got Lily and sat them down.

"This about you in drag all the time?" Lily asks and I nodded while fidgeting with my hair.

"You can tell us anything Devin." Ricky says wit a reassuring smile. I nod again feeling slightly sick to my stomach. I held my stomach and managed to make it to the nearest trash can before puking what little I had today.

"Oh Hun!" Ricky ran over and rubbed my back as I straightened back up.

"Are you scared we won't accept it?"

"I'm just scared." I say barely above a whisper.

"Well we won't pull it out of you."

"C'mon princess were gonna go to bed now." I nod and Ricky carries me to my room.

"Ricky?" I say softly while he ran his fingers through my hair. I'm thinking of like letting it get dreaded or something.

"Yes beautiful?" He looks at me with those eyes that I've fallen inlove with.

"I'm trans." I whisper and buried my face in his chest.

"Whatever gender you are you're still beautiful to me."

I nodded and he kisses my head.