My New Ex Boyfriend

the day we met

The first day I saw him was on a Monday. After I came home from Ged class I told my mom and dad I saw this cute boy. Then I said I was going to ask him out the next time I went to Ged class. That time came and I was to shy to ask him so I had my mom do it for me. Has the day went we went to see my aunt and turns out to be he was my childhood friend. That same day he had ask me out and I had said yes. Then about two weeks later he had ask me to marry him I knew this was going to happen cause I had a feeling of happiness in my heart. When he asked me I was in tears and I said yes and he leaned in and gave me a kiss. Then has the days went by I would always tell him I love him with my heart. He would always say I love u more. My favorite words to him would be I love my baby, and his response back would be I love my babygirl. Everyone of my friends told me he was no good for me and that I should break up with him. I listened to my friends and did what they said now I am sitting here writing this in pain. I hurt him when I told him I never would I broke a promise to his mom and now I'm gonna live my live with only part of my heart cause the other half he has and always will. I will never be able to fall in love again cause he gave me the strength to actually love again. Without him I nothing in life now and without him I can't see my future being with anyone else anymore. I made a mistake that I really hurts mg heart and it makes me wanna cry all the time and tell myself its okay. But I just can't push myself to do that he has always told me its okay to cry let everything go that was in the past and put the future ahead of u.