Warning:don't read this if you get triggered easily
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"Stop" I mumbled to myself "Roman it's over stop" I looked into the mirror "but it's all your fault Roman" the voice in my head teased "just do it no one will miss you, I know what you're thinking" I leaned myself against the wall and slid down to the ground putting my hands to my head "stop stop stop I'm better then this" I whimpered "but you're not you know you're not" I started to sob in my hands "no one can be happy with you because you fuck it up" that's it, I stood up "if I do this will you leave me the fuck alone!" I yelled and walked over to my cabinet and grabbed my razor blade "ROMAN!" A voice yelled, I turned around to see Andrea "don't do it" she mumbled "I'm sorry" I put the razor to my wrist*Andrea*
"RO" I screamed running to her and catching her before she can hit the ground "no baby girl no" I mumbled and held her wrist tightly keeping the blood from flowing out more "let go" Roman mumbled "no!" I screamed and grabbed my phone dialing the hospital "my my friend she's bleeding" I sob into the phone "where are you" they replied softy, I gave them the address then hung up looking at Roman as she started to turn pale "Roman boo stay with me please" I started to cry harder than picked up my phone calling Jay.*Jay*
I groaned and looked at my phone as it started to ring "what" I hissed "J-Jay please p-please come to Romans house as quick as possible" the sound of Andrea's voice came into the phone it sounded like she was crying, "Andrea what the fuck is wrong" I sat up "please" she sobbed and hung up "oh god" I thought and sat up and got dressed quickly grabbing my phone and keys walking out my house to my car.*andrea*
"Roman why" I sobbed into my barely alive best friends chest "what the fuck" I heard a voice behind me, I looked behind me to see Jay with his hands on his mouth "no" he whispered and backed up leaning against the wall sliding down onto the floor "no no no" he repeated as the ambulance people came into the house pushed me back and took her away.