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You left me to drown even after you said I was your number one, I never knew pain could be this much fun.
I always knew there was something different about you, I just didn't have a clue that you were so blue.
I wish there was a hack, so that I would be loved back. I love the way you hurt me, it's like a drug that I can't give up. I never knew loving could hurt this good. I told you I loved you, you told me I never should. Sometimes quiet is violent, I couldn't stand the cruel reality that is my life. I guess you could be my wife, but before that I need to know. I need to know, what's the one thing that makes you glow. I may slit my wrists and I may starve, but tell me again isn't that my name you carved?
I always knew you would panic at the disco, but I never knew we would end up in San-Francisco. I just wanted to get out of trouble, didn't mean to burst your bubble. I built my own fort of dreams, so I couldn't hear the loud screams. I may be fairly local, but there's no need to stomp my vocals. You left me to drown even after you said I was your number one, I never knew pain could be this much fun.

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⏰ Last updated: Jan 12, 2016 ⏰

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