Dumped By The Lesbian

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I'm a freshmen student, environment is new, no friend, everything is strange. Its been weeks seen the classes started but no friends still it would be boring but since their is a cute lesbian caught my attention I have a reason to come to school 'even school is suck. Yeah I'm not into school thingy.

One day I was sitting near the door i choice sit there to have a easier access to stare at the cute lesbian but sad to say I don't know what's her name and I don't have the super think face to initiate a conversion and ask her name and I'm contented with this staring scene.

I was shock when someone tap my shoulder and I look at her oh its Blair my classmate she's kind of annoying so noisy but doesn't mean I don't like her it just that...
'You like Benji right? Right? I don't know if its a question or statement again much as I don't like to talk to her and I don't want to be mean so I replied

'Who's Benji your talking about?' I answer in a lazy tone to send her the idea that I don't like talking to her.

'Really' her reaction was like she was surprised with my answer so I nodd to say it yes. And she point something in my back so I look what she's pointing out and I was shock she point the cute lesbian and I face her

'So you mean shes Benji that you talking about' she nodd 'to answer your question I don't like her'

She laugh ' won't buy that because the way you stare to her was so obvious then she turn her back from me.

Gosh that I'm really obvious, so embarrassing I should stop this attraction I felt toward her.

The next day I tried to avoid her, and its annoy me because I feel like I'm a idiot trying to avoid someone who even didn't know my existence.
I was sitting the same chair again near the door but not with the sane reason anymore just like here because of the cool air.
' now tell me Jane that you don't like benji , then why are you sitting there?' So I arc my brows to show my irritation

'what's wrong sitting here? I answered

And she laugh again 'chill I'm not an enemy, I mean you don't have to deny if you like Benji shes cute, and if your shy because she's a girl like us then don't thats normal thing specially now in our generation. Do you want me to tell her that you like her I will tell her wait here okay' then she walk toward Benji then I shout her name

'Blair what are you doing come back' but she didn't listen and continue walking shit 'Kay I admit but just back off its none of you freaking business' and she gave her bitchy smile and I role my eyes.and come back to me.

The day passed I donno when its started but me and Blair become closer maybe it because she keeps teasing me to Benji. And we have something in common shes also attracted with a lesbian so maybe that's the reason why we click and friends, I'm getting used with her annoyance and I find it funny now.

'Jean you want to have Benji's number got it na' she told me excitedlty I feel excited but the same time disappointed It should be her to text me first but yeah who do I think I am.

'No thanks Blair I'm not desperate' I gave her a small smile.

'Common its just a number, you text her she will reply get to know each other then tada girlfriends are the status. Blair day

' what if she won't reply it will just disappointed me.. ' I'm not finish yet with my agony but she cut me off

' drama Queen duhh. Shes expecting your text I told me. Okay here text. And she gave the number.

I'm really hesitant to text her but Blair snatch my phone and shese typing something will whatever. Here she give back my phone and I see Benji replied.

-Hi jean :)- gosh is it t really Benji thanks to that bitch Blair. Harhar.

Starting that first convo that we had I can say that were closer now. I'm comfortable with her as will she is to me. Wait were close not just in text but also in personal and I can't forget our first encounter

I was standing at the corridor and I didn't notice that she stand beside if didn't talk I won't really notice her 'jean! I was standing here for minute 'already but seems you didn't notice me is there something bothering you?

I was shock With her appearance but that shock was change into a kilig gosh its the first time that we are so near just an inch space between us I feel like my face in burning and I'm sure I'm blushing.

' what! Nothings bothering me benji' I small

'Okay, why are you blushing? She smile

'I'm not' I say while trying to hide my face to her

And she laugh' then why are you hiding your face jean loak at me'
Gosh I really like this tomboy she's so cute ahh.

I look at her' fine I'm blush now happy? I said with a sad face

And starting that day we always talking we even exchange i love you, i miss you, did you that your lunch, sleep na. And I told her that I'm falling for her she told me that its fine so I am the happiest girl in world and because of what she know I feel like she's been more sweet she call me and sing for me I can't explain but it just she's really sweet and I think I'm really fallen.

But Thiers one time I her with jelai and I ask her why she's with her and I'm sure I don't sound jealous because I know don't have to jealous because jelai is a friend and she know I love Benji but I was just curious thats why out of curiosity I ask her but I think she misinterpret it be was mad but iam making it up to her so I ask and apology. Then she accept it then.

But I feel that starting that day she's making a distance to me.

'Jean do you still love Benji? She looks so serious so I was abit curious

'Yeah, I love her more now. Specially we exchange sweet message to each other'. I said happily

'I think jean you should stop that na what if Benji has a girlfriend already?' now she look worried what's happening to her

That's possible Blair we always communicate but yeah I feel that she's making distance I think I don't have something to be worried about we both know she's graduating she's busy that maybe her reason so I'll understand her' I say positively but deep in my heart I'm scare that she's right I donno what to do.

The days come Benji don't text me anymore. I can't stop it I have to know. So I headed to Blair.

'Do you know why benji doesnt text me anymore? She was shock with my question but I also pity in her eyes

'Jean' she stop for a while 'Benji and jelai is now together I think their relationship is almost 2months if I'm not mistaken

All the word Blair just said is like a knives thats stub in my heart and I didn't notice my tears is dropping and my shoulders is shaking I just feel that Blair hug me.

'Its okay let just move on together okay. We will be move on. That lesbian doesn't deserve our love they make us assumed, expected then now they dump us we are really best much we are played by the tomboys.

'What she dump you? I ask and she nodd.

From that I've learned that i shouldn't trust so much, assume and expect from a lesbian. Nor a man. Always put a boundaries to avoid so much damage.

PS. I don't mean to offend a lesbian or anyone its just out of my imagination tonight 01-12-16.