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Well Philip , a school boy , who is known to be the best soccer player in his team. Although Philip seemed to be a guy who doesn't have any interest in love or such stuff, due to his personality and behaviour.
One day Philip got a bit earlier to school , walking through the empty hall way approaching to his locker until ... He heard the main door's creaking as it opens and closes. He thought he was imagining ,but he wasn't. As he continued to walk he hears a person walking towards the direction he took. He turned around and found a girl. Her face was as beautiful as the moon shining bright with her beautiful eyes and long eye lashes although she wasn't wearing make up AT ALL.
Philip had a strange feeling towards her and he never felt like this towards anyone before especially a new girl and at first sight. He tried to look away but he couldn't resist it , the feeling was really strange. The girl came towards him looking downwards feeling ashamed that she had to talk to him. She asked mumbling : Umm , are you new here? I can't find my classroom. Philip didn't hear her as he stared at her smiling and his heart beating hardly.. She repeated her question again and felt a bit weird since Philip didn't reply. So she apologised and head of searching for her class as he just stood there doing nothing at all. She took a look back to see what is he doing and she found at the same position not moving at all she felt bad somehow thinking that maybe he is diagnosed with autism or mental problems so she went back to him and poked his shoulder. Philip jumped in fear and didn't notice that she asked him a question he turned around and found her again! His eyes were wider and he felt nervous and stuck at the same time. She held his hand and took him to a classroom and sat with him trying to communicate. But what she doesn't know that Philip is perfectly fine.
Minutes later of silence.. And she couldn't get to communicate and she had to leave to search her class. She looked at him sadly and hopeless she said with a low tone : I have to go now (looking downwards ) it's nice meeting you though I wish we could communicate somehow but if you ever need me my name is Beatrice. And she hugged him and walked towards the door slowly. As Philip heard her name he was thrilled and happy he instantly said in high voice : PHILIP! she looked at him and smiled she hugged him again and Philip felt something even strange and it was exotic. She left the class as Philip stood up and left as well. Walking to his locker again he found a guy talking to her, he had feelings towards her as he felt that he was burning from the inside. He knew it was jealousy he went to her and took her away from him while he was taking her away she was crying wait Philip ! Slow down ! What the hell are you doing ! He stopped and she looked behind and found the guy talking to another girl she got mad and furious and shouted at Philip saying : LOOK WHAT HAVE YOU DONE !! IT WAS MY CHANCE TO GET HIM AND IT IS MY FIRST DAY HERE ! UGH , I WISH WE NEVER EVEN MET ! and she walked away. Philip filled in with tears and a broken heart saying to himself : What have I done and why does she want to be with him! Why can't she understand that I have feelings for her after this incident. He walked away with frowning face and entered his class.
During class , he couldn't concentrate at all his mind was all about Beatrice. Every minute , second Beatrice is all he thinks about. The class ended everyone left except for Philip daydreaming about her, the teacher scolded at him and pushed him out the class, although the action wasn't nice at all he didn't mind and continued thinking about her and all of a sudden ... Someone pokes him he whispered to himself Beatrice... And turned around but sadly it turned out to be the janitor wanting to mop the floor and he was standing in his way. He felt even sad and he actually missed her. He heard her voice from afar and looked for her and she found him with the same guy , jealousy controlled him , he tried to control himself but he couldn't help it and he took her away like before and as usual she shouted at him but this time she slapped him ! The hallway filled in with silence .... Everyone looking at Philip schooled and then a few seconds later everyone would whisper his name and some would laugh at him , humiliation , he didn't do anything to Beatrice he just stood there silently and she walked away with the guy , he's a senior though.
Philip couldn't complete his day without her knowing his feelings so he entered an empty room , took out a sheet of paper and wrote down his feelings towards Beatrice. When he finished he took a picture of it and then left the class searching for Beatrice's next class which turned to be his next class too so he went to her table as well , placed it on her chair and rushed to his desk .
RRIIIIINNGG !! The bell rang and everyone entered their classes. Beatrice saw the paper and read it with confusion while Philip was observing at the end she smiled and looked at the guy and he winked at her pretending to be the owner the paper. Philip was in shock he though he wrote his name the paper so he took out his phone and looked at the picture and it turned out to be true that he forgot to write his name. He literally got depressed but wouldn't stop loving her he just couldn't. He said: I might just be alone and an unknown lover for this semester but one day I'll get her for sure. *cried in silence*
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Lost in Love || PART 1 ||
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