My emotions grow cold as the darkness grows causing the light to dim inside my soul causing my heart shatter causing my mind to race as my limp body is laying there on the floor as my eyes water staring at the wall as the tears turn red staining the floor red as the knife lays next to me covered red as i lay there wondering why did i wait so long as there is a river of red flowing out of me staining everything around me red as i wake up from the truth