Him and I

College Fantasy

Hey Dudes, this fan fiction contains Self harm and Depression and smut this fan fiction is for mature readers...

Make sure to follow along I will update as soon as I can :)

Mark P.O.V -

Day one of college begins and I'm already over it. The essays the folios and the Research Assignments are stressful, I wish I could complete my Degree with out the stress.

I wake up and get up I look at myself in the mirror I start admiring my body in my new Calvin Klein breifs, I start rubbing my Abs, slowly lowing my hands down to the band of my briefs I slide my hand down my briefs and start to re adjust "man I hate morning wood"  I walk to the bathroom I turn on the shower so it would start heating up I struggle but I successfully go to the toilet I get naked and the hop into the shower I look over the the clock in the bathroom 5:45 AM it clearly displays man am I tired well I have plenty of time to spare before I need to leave at 7:30 . I sit down on the floor of the shower the pelting warm water soaking evrey part of my body, my body begins to relax I slowly begin to doze off still sitting in the shower.

If a section is written in italics during the main story section it means that it's a mental thought (Dream)

It's march the 29th 2014 it's my boyfriends birthday we woke up you know did the usual couple stuff like say we love each other and sometimes morning sex well that happend at the end of I'm lying there with my beautiful partner siting on top of me admiring my eyes then all of a sudden he grabs his underwear and shoves it in my mouth and begins to gag me he reaches for some duct tape and tapes over my mouth selling the jockstrap within my mouth I scream but it was just muffled, he then began to grab my hands and pin them together he put tape around them binding them together he repeats the same with my legs he then grabs me by my hands and drags me to desk chair he pushes me onto the chair and slides open the desk drawer he pulls out a small razor he shoves the silver blade in front of my face he slashes at my cheek, immediately a crimson flow of blood drips down he then slides down and does the same along my legs and arms but not just normal cuts he carves the word 'Faggot' on my leg and arms he then gets up gets dressed and leaves me there on the chair only in my underwear tied up and bleeding.

Cliff hanger in the dream but it's 3:30 am and I'm tired I will finish the rest later

Goodnight x