Jade's POV:
While stumbling through the door, I couldn't take my eyes of the perfect human being walking in front of me. The second the door closed I was pinned against the wall, her soft lips reaching for mine. I gladly kissed back, but felt a nervous feeling rushing over me. I stopped the kiss, and looked Perrie in the eyes.
'Sorry, Pez I can't, I'm nothing but a disappointment.' I quickly ran to the bathroom and locked myself in there. I looked upon my arm and traced the scars who, even after all this years, hadn't quite fade yet. Tears rolled down my cheeks as I realized I don't deserve Perrie. She deserves a wonderful woman or man, not the weird and broken girl crying in front of the mirror.
"Jade, hey babe what is happening? Are you okay?" a voice spoke, I didn't know what to do, I panicked, I'm weak. Everything from the past few years suddenly came over me, the fight with my parents, meeting Perrie, and the crazy guy at the club. I grabbed my blade that I hid under the towels, and before I knew what happened I felt my skin against the cold bathroom tiles with an arm covered in red.
"Jade please, I beg you, let me in, I won't do anything you don't like, I'm so sorry Jade, I thought you wanted it too." Perrie says with a crack in her voice.
I realized Perrie thought it was her fault, she thought it was because of the kiss, and just the image of her being as broken down as I was, made my heart shatter. I cleaned up my arm, hissing my breath at the sudden touch of cold water on my red skin. I dragged myself to the door and opened it slowly. I saw Perrie standing there with this look on her face I had never seen on anyone, it was like all the color washed away from her eyes, and all this grey pain came instead.
"I don't want t be the one where you constantly have to look after or, Pez you deserve so much better, someone could love you more".
"Jade, someone could, someone always can, but I can't love them more than I love you, I am sorry I say this, and probably ruin our friendship, but I've gotta let it out, and I don't give a fuck about what others think, I choose you Jade, I want to. You just gotta promise me one thing, don't ever touch a blade, it'll get better from now on okay?"
"I won't, I promise."
No one's POV;
Instead of words, this time one look was everything they needed. They both leaned in and this magical kiss happened. I know there are many definitions of love, but I'd say that kiss was the closest to it i've ever seen. The both girls just stared for a second to each other, and realized they had found something irreplaceable.
"You're music to my ears Jade" Perrie suddenly spoke.
"Than I'll guess I want to keep playing forever" Jade spoke with a huge grin plastered on her face.
A/N:
OMYGOD THE END YAY IT ALL WORKS OUT YAS, but for real guys, what did you think? Should I keep on writing things? And how y'all doing? Please comment what you think!
One last love for now x
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You're Like Music To My Ears(Jerrie Thirlwards)
FanfictionSo this is a story how the simple yet complicated thing called love changed the lives of two girls completely. In a world where they each have their own struggles, demons and thoughts. But before we get too deep into details, it begins small, like...
