Differences

chapter 9

I reached the care home after running all the way from the bus stop because my phone was on 3%, i mean thats my monthly excercise done for now. I slammed the door shut by accident, i was rushing.

"Alex is home" somebody from the games room, i wasnt sure who it was, but i must slam the door a lot.  I ran up the first set of stairs where i saw Deshawn standing outside the room that used to belong to a girl named Megan but she got fostered a couple of months ago, lucky shit. He was talking to someone, it was a girls voice.

"Deshawn who you chatting to?" i asked

"new girl that came today, her names India" he replied

"So what you're trying to move her on her first day yeah?" i laughed

I pushed passed him and introduced myself to her with a smile. She gave me a weird look.

" you're Tyreeces girl arent you?" she asked

"yeah how do you know?" i said

"follow him on insta" she said

i nodded and walked out the room, the look she gave me was dirty, she must think shes special.

Tyler was in my room playing with his toys, i sat on my bed and messaged amelia. I asked if she could come over but she was helping her nan.

Tyreece hadnt messaged me yet, and we hadnt seen each other at school all day because i had an art exam, starting to miss him but I messaged him first last time so I didn't want to pop up, he was probably busy.

"Tyler can you pass me that jumper please" I asked
He passed me the jumper and jumps on the bed with me.
We cuddled for a bit and he watched peppa pig on my iPad.
I was actually getting into peppa pig, It's quite funny.

*phone vibrates*
My eyes looked away from the iPad and to my phone.
It was Amelia.

Amelia❤️:
I'm free now, I'll come and see you

Me:
Alright hurry I'm watching peppa pig I think I need help.

***

Amelia strolled into my room, she looked way to peng to of just been at her nans.

"Where've you really been?" I asked suspiciously and laughed.

"To my nans" she's smirked

"Not looking like that you never care about what you look like at your nans she lives two roads down from you, and you got here way to quick to of been coming from your nans, you must think I'm stupid" I explained

"Fine man, why you gotta be all Sherlock Holmes on me, I was out with a boy" she said

"What's his name?" I said with excitement

"Lucas, he's 17 and mixed, we went to pizza express and he paid you know" she said.

"That's so cute, by any chance you haven't seen Tyreece or spoke to him have you?" I asked

"No he wasn't at school today" Amelia said.

"He hasn't messaged me today either, I think I'm going to ring him later.

*amelia's phone vibrates*

I crawled across the bed but Amelia stopped me before I saw the screen.

"Who was that?" I ask suspiciously

"Nobody" Amelia replied
I rolled my eyes and she giggled

"Go ask Carol if you can stay at mine tonight" she added
I didn't question why she wanted me to stay so I ran downstairs and asked.

I was still pissed off about the fact that Ty hasn't messaged or called me, he couldn't of been that busy. Amelia insisted I had to look good, which was annoying seeing as we were running into town to get McDonald's and then back to her place.

I threw on my adidas tracksuit because I refused to wear jeans & I wore my adidas superstars, I looked so basic but I was so comfy.
My hair was in a cute messy bun and my makeup was done nicely because that's the only thing I could be bothered to do.

Amelia and I were on the bus when Amelia's phone vibrates, she looks at it and smiles with a big grin.
She must have a new man she's not telling me about.
"If you've got a new man you're not telling me about you know in the end I'll find out who it is" I laughed and continued to look out the window.
The bus pulled up to the stop we were getting off at and there stood Ty.

"Amelia why is Ty at the bus stop?" I asked
"Because you're not staying at mine tonight you're staying at Tyreece's" she said with a smile.
I screwed.
"You're such a liar" I shouted and laughed.

I got off the bus and gave Ty a hug, I pulled away soon after.

"Why haven't you messaged me?"
"I've been so busy man, I've got myself a small job" he said all smug.
"What kind of job?" I raised my eyebrow.
"Trapping" he replied
"For fuck sakes Ty you know I hate that, it's dangerous" I said unimpressed
"But it pays so well mannn" he whined and I looked away at Amelia.

"Well I'll be off I'm going to buy mcdonalds" Amelia said and walked off waving goodbye to me and Ty.

***

Later at Ty's I was laying on the bed watching him play Fifa, it was so boring.
I got a text from Carol asking if I was having fun with Amelia, I laughed to myself because I was no where near Amelia right now.

"Why you laughing for?" Tyreece turned around and said

" because I can bitch" I smiled

He chucked his controller on the floor and grabbed my legs and pulled me under him and began to tickle me.
"Who you calling a bitch?" He said continuing to attack me.

"I'm sorry" I screamed with laughter.

He stopped tickling me and just looked at my face for a while.

"you're so beautiful" he whispered.

No one was home and the house was quiet, then he put his lips onto mine, and we began to kiss.
Ty was the only boy I've ever kissed and actually felt something whilst kissing, I think I actually might love this boy.

His hands were soft as they touched my cheek and pushed the few loose stands of my hair out of my face.
He unzipped my tracksuit top and took it off slowly.
I didn't know where this was heading and I began to feel nervous as Id never done this before.

I looked down for a moment and I was in my knickers and bra.
His cold hands touched my stomach and I flinched.
He stopped kissing me for a second and said "I only want you Alex, nobody compares to you."

I looked at him and his body, he was perfect. He pulled down my knickers and I blushed even more.
He began to kiss me on my lips and I felt it go in, I took a deep breath and I pulled away from kissing him and buried my head into his shoulder and he pulled it out.

"Do you want me to stop" he said in a quiet voice

I nodded my head to say no.

He kissed my neck and carried on.

***
I awoke next to Ty and I reached over to my phone I had 10 missed calls from Carol and a text saying

'You're not at Amelia's you're at Tys."

I was in shit.