Cause To My Effect

1. Uneasyness

I was being driven to the beach by my father and his girlfriend in his taken care of silver jeep charoke. They had been together for years now. I don't know why they had decided on the beach as a location in the middle of October, but my father never failed to bring along snacks. Everyone stepped out of the car and came around back to the trunk with food. Suspicious silence came over us before my fathers girlfriend broke it.

"Hunny, we need to discuss some news we have to notify you of. A lot of things are going to change becau- well.....your father and are are having twin boys."

Shock to over my body and my fakenss took over. Was I happy? Well sure I was but how was this going to effect my visiting situations with my father. I had visitations every other weekend, but things got in the way and this is the first time in months since I've seen them. If I didn't visit them today, were they even going to tell me?

I had nothing to say, I just gave them both hugs and a smile. I broke inside. Just a little bit. After a few snacks I popped a question.

"So how long have you been pregnant? When are they due?"

"They shouldn't be due to soon. The date is unsure right now. The pregnancy has been a while. Not to long."

Ok....so not as bad as I thought.

The day came to an end, i was driven back home and given a wave goodbye along with thanks for coming with us. Brokenness took over my body again and came into my messy room with clothes everywhere. As a girl people have the expectation of a neat and well groomed room. Not I, my pig style was home and comfort. It usually disgusted my mother but she doesn't have to be in there. I collapsed on my bed and let sleep with a hint of sadness take over my mind.

I was running through a circus tent. I was feeling a pull of attraction to a stunt that I suddenly volunteered for. I climbed a pole what seemed to be a hundred feet high! Tears started to wash my face as I walked onto a board. Heights scared me.

A voice came from behind me. It was enticing, very welcoming with a splash of danger.

" If you're frightened i can help you my beautiful girl."

Surprisingly the feeling dissipated. A hand was reached out to me, there's no face to be shown, I took it standing up close to the head of the board. I was desperate for my unknown saviour.

A single tear slid down my cheek.

"P-please take me down. I c-cant be up here any longer!"

A gasp slipped out as he tore his hand away acting like mine was a hot iron. A scream came sooner after when the same hand came to my chest and tipped me off the board. The endless feeling of falling washed over my body.

"Soon my beautiful girl, I will be your saviour in life......not a dream."

I woke up with a jolt. Sweat drenching my covers. 'In life, not a dream'? Why did that stand out so much more and not my dream saviour?

I loomed over to my phone and had seen that I had a few more hours to sleep before school.

Hopefully dreaming would come and go without leaving an imprint. I much rather forget them when I woke but I had a feeling that I would not forget my dream saviour.

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My first and hopefully not my last.

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