a/n: I'm sorry nauna pa ang chapter 8 sa 7. pagbigyan pls. bangag si author. Sa mga nakabasa ng chapter 8 formerly entitled chapter 7, sorry. Ito po ung totoong chapter 7. Nasulat ko na po ito, yet I lost my copy so i wrote a new one. Just so you know kung bakit na-hospitalized si sam. Hope you like it.
miss_funny: XOXO
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Sam's POV:
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Sometimes, may mga bagay na hindi na kailangang pinag-iisipan. Hindi naman dahil alam mong tama o dahil alam mong mali.
But because...
You know that those things are best to feel rather than thinking.
Kaya nga nabuo ang word na "impulsive"
And she admit it, she's being one.
Hindi na niya gustong isipin pa kung ano man ang magiging consequences ng ginagawa nila ni Kevin.
Anyway, why are they kissing, hindi naman sila? For her act, she's being impulsive and careless at the same time. She's curious too, of knowing...
How does it feel to be kissed again?
How does it feel to go out again from her box and think nothing or care nothing about right and wrong?
How does it feel again to be loved?
Para kay Sam, it's purely curiousity. Iyon ang pilit niyang isinasaksak sa isipan niya. Not wanting to deepen the feelings that is growing inside her.
But, how about for Kevin. Curious din kaya siya? Pa'no kung hindi? Pa'no kung... it's more than curiousity?
With the thought of it, she pushed kevin away.
There's a long period of silence, after.
She looked up and stares on his eyes... and what's in there? Is't pain?
W-wait...! why would he be in pain? Natapakan ba niya ang pride ni Kevin?
Err. sh*t lang Sam.
"I'm sorry------"
He hushed her using his finger.
KEVIN's POV:
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"Don't be I'm not."
He's really not sorry for kissing her. Ang akala niya kanina nang tugunin nito ang halik niya ay fin'lly bumigay na rin ito. What he means by "bumigay" ay 'yung nag-let go na si Sam sa past niya.
But, no.
She's still holding back with the memories of her past. He could feel it. Whenever they kiss although may passion, lagi pa ring may reservation. She can't totally give in.
Maybe out of curiousity she's kissing him.
Kissed him.
But for him, he's more of a being curious man.
BINABASA MO ANG
My Cousin's Lover Boy (On going)
Ficção AdolescenteHe's not mine, but he's not also my cousin's. Ang gulo! My cousin is engaged with his long-time boyfriend, but still flirting with this guy I'm in love with? Heck! How come? Pa'no na kaya kung ma-inlove din sa akin ang, "My cousin's Lover boy"?