Deep Thoughts/ Diepe Gedachten

Inner battle

Monster

I can do this
-no I can't
I WILL do this
-no I won't
I shall win this
-not even in dreams

Who is this monster? Inside of me??
Why do I tell myself, my dreams can never be?

Shadow/light

Where there is light, shadow wil follow.
When the light fades, shadow takes over.

I am the shadow, surrounding my light,
Closing in while I see the flame die.

I am the light, holding the shadow at bay
I am the light and always will stay!

I will not die I will not fade!
Even if the shadow won't ever go away.

Yet I'm a shadow of what I once was
A shadow of what I should be
A mere shrimp of my old me.