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January 1, 2016 2:34 p.m.

D'Mierra 😇~ I don't understand what I even did to him. He hits me. Kicks me. Sexually assaults me. && Treats me like a dog. But, what did I ever did you deserve this? Now, I'm right here in this corner , in a locked bed room , with bruises all over my legs, without help 😒. Still wondering what I did.

Bryson 😻 ~ Sometimes I wonder is love even for me. I mean like every relationship I have with someone it's always me getting hurt ( felt kinda gay saying that 😕 ) but, isn't it always the girl ? But, mother says wait till the right time comes and that time is taking a while ya know ? 😐 While I was thinking my mother came in.

"Thinking again?"

"Shouldn't I ?"

"Baby, your 23 your time will come. Don't stress your self over love all the time , it's no good for your health 😩"

"Mom, here you go again. I mean like yea I'm 23 but can I at least get a sign of love ? I'm ready to tend my life to someone special, and she's out there "

She just sighed and said "Your heart is your sign of love" before she walked out.

I need a blunt for this moment "again"

D'Mierra 😇~ While I'm still trying to think what I did wrong this "boyfriend" of mine walked in and unlocked the door. Omari.

"Hey baby"

I just looked down at the floor

"Baby, what's wrong you to pretty to be having yo head down"

I look at him with just a -No you didn't face- Then he scanned through my body and came close to me , he put his hand up ,an I flinched. But, he didn't hit me . He stroked my face.

" I'm sorry baby, I know I shouldn't be drinking with the guys because this always happen , I love you so much I hate doing this "

That's what made me frustrated

"If you " love " me so much you wouldn't be drinking to do this to me , your lying , you always say " I'm Sorry " & " I Love You So Much " , im tried I'm done with you " I snapped

"Since, your done with me get out, pack all your shit and leave."

"But, I have no where to go 😔"

"Not my problem we done" after that he left."

So I packed my stuff and left I got by the bus stop & rode it all day until I find somewhere safe to stay.

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LingLing 😏💸 Out 👋👋

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